I'm literally panicking rn I can't sleep and I forgot to take my anxiety pills today, I had a panic attack when I get home from school and all I had to eat was a seven grain salad. I hate myself sm I can't even continue with going to school without having a panic attack, I can't cope anymore with my anxiety, I'm listening to Tired by Beabadoobee I found I'm really relating to the lyrics.
I might ask my mom for a mental health day so I can take a break, if I do go to school tomorrow I might not eat at all and if I do I might throw it up because of the stress.
I feel like ending everything, like everything is against me.
I can't even really talk without the stress getting to me.
Is there something wrong with me?
Why can't I just not have a chest? If everyone is born with a purpose why was I born as a female? Was I not supposed to exist? It would be better if I didn't.
I'm trying to write another chapter of Toxic life after death but it'll take a while, I'm sorry😞
I can't handle anything that might be considered loud anymore without panicking, why is the world so cruel?
🤍Julie🖤 I'm sorry for loading this all onto you🥲
