I'm on the verge of tears and I'm at school right now, I don't want people to see me crying they'll just harass me more for being a 'cry baby' my anxiety is getting worse every day, I'll probably update later today but I still haven't recovered from yesterday.
I haven't eaten anything yet and I'm not hungry at all, honestly the thought of eating is becoming repulsive, I'm scared. Is there something wrong with me?
I'm gonna have a panic attack rn, one of the people who harass me is trying to hurt me physically and make it look like an accident, there not doing a good job but sometimes it does hurt.
I'm tempted to just kill myself in front of everyone who tries to hurt my friends, just to make them feel a little guilty, maybe they would just be happy.
