ISHMAN

shubhman feeling

Shubhman aapne room me aa chuka ha.. He is so much angry right now.. And he don't know how to keep his anger low.. He want to destroy everything but he control himself.. Because aagar ishan room me aaya or usne room ka bura haal dekha ya Shubhman par ek bhi kharoch aai hui dekhi to usse bhot bura lagega. ..
Right now he is just standing in front of this big window of 17th floor.. Jaha se puri Sydney ka bhot suundar view dikhta ha..but aabhi shubhman ko kuch bhi aacha nhi lag raha ha..baar baar reh rehkar ishan or jack ki hug karte hua.. Hands hold karte hua ,jab jack ne uske forehead par kiss kia. ..bas ye sabhi images uski aankho ke saamne aa rahi h.. .  Uska gussa badta ja raha h..
Usse kuch samj nhi aa raha h ki ye uske sath aakhir ho kya raha h.. Vo phele to aesa nhi tha.. Aaj tak usse kisi ke lia aesa feel nhi hua ha.. Usse aaj tak kisi ki itni zarurat mehasus nhi hui h jitni usse har pal ishan ki hoti h.. Uske phele bhi dost rahe h or aabhi bhi puri ict team uski itni aachi dost h.. Sabhi uski bhot care bhi karte h but jesa vo ishan ke lia feel karta h vesa bakiyo k lia kyu nhi karta.  Starting se lekar aaj tak usse ishan me ek bhi kami nhi lagi h.. He is just a pure soul and uski purity and innocence hi h jisne shubhman ko uska deewana bana rakha h.. Starting me usse laga tha ki vo ishan ke sath bhi vese hi rahega jesa vo aaj tak bakiyo ke sath rehta aaya h but is ishan naam ke toofaan ne aake shubhman ke aas paas jitni bhi sakth deeware thi sabko tod dia or sidha jake uske dil-dimak par chah gaya.. Usse samj nhi aa raha ki Aesa aakhir kya h ishan me jo vo har baar uski or khincha chala jaata h.. Uski aankho me doobna chahta ha.. Uske isharo par kushi khushi naachna chahta ha. Ishan just wrapped him around his fingers without doing anything... Aakhir uska dil har baar ishan ko dekhke tez tez kyu dhadkne laagta ha.  Aakhir kyu vo hamesha ishan ko aapni nazro ke saamne rakhna chahta h.. Aakhir kyu vo usse dekhe bina kuch der bhi nhi reh sakta.. Aakhir kyu uska touch usse relax feel karata ha.  Aakhir kyu uski baate usse kisi pyari si melody ki trah laagti h, aakhir kyu vo hamesha usse aapni palko pe bithae rakhna chahta ha, aakhir kyu vo usse uddas nhi dekh sakta, aakhir kyu usse jalan hoti h jab bhi ishan kisi or se baat karta h pyar se, aakhir kyu vo ishan ki koi bhi chiz kisi se bhi share nhi karna chahta, aakhir kyu jab ishan uddas hota h to uska bhi maan kahi nhi laagta.. Aakhir kyu vo ishan se kuch minute bhi naraz nhi reh sakta.. Aakhir kyu har pal vo uske baare me sochte rehta ha ..kyu chupke chupke uski sabhi photos ko baar baar dekhta rehta ha..aakhir kyu vo bas subhe uthte hi bas ishan ka chera dekhna chahta h, aakhir kyu usse aaj kal ishan ke bina nind nhi aati, aakhir kyu uske bina vo ek lost puppy ki trah bana firta h ..aab bhi vo yaha nhi h fir bhi uske saare khayalo me bas vahi chaya hua h ki vo niche aakela kya kar raha hoga, kahi us jack k sath to enjoy nhi kar raha hoga, usse ek baar bhi shubhman ki yaad aaigi bich me ya nhi.. Aakhir kyu aesa uske sath ho raha ha.. Aakhir kyu... Aakhir kyu..

Bas yahi sawal baar baar uthkar uske maan me aa rahe h.. And he know ki usse jaldi se jaldi in sawallo ke jawab dhundne honge.. Varna vo paagal ho jaiga.. Dheere dheere ishan uski addiction banta ja raha h.. Or ye baat usse bhi bhot aache se pata h.. And the best thing ki ussse ye addiction aachi lag rahi h.. Vo bas is addiction me duubna chahta ha.. Maar mitna chahta h  ishan naam ke nashe ke lia
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Shubhman ko ye bhi bhot aache se pata ha ki kabhi bhi ishan kisi ko aapni taraf extra effort karke  attract nhi karta.. Ishan me ek natural aura ha jisse koi bhi nhi bach paata.. Ek to vo itni funny or sweet talks karta h ki bas maan karta h ki sab ussi ki baate suunte raho.. Uper se uski jaan leva aadain..usse khud bhi nhi pata ki kitni mesmerizing aankhe h uski.. Ek baar jo uski aankhe dekh le na vo bas duub jana chahe un aankho me aur jab vo un aankho ko chotte bacche ki trah aapni baat manvane ke lia blink karta h baas tab to saamne vaale par zhulm hi ho jata h.. And jab vo baat baat par pouty lips bana leta h to aesa maan karta h ki baas aabhi yahi kis kar le.. Or rahi sahi kasar uske dressing sense ne puri kar di h.. Haar baar bilkul kehar banke room se niklta h..so in short ishan ke paas sabkuch h dusro ko uska deewana banane ke lia jese - Looks, sweet attitude, soft spoken, kind heart,  killer eyes, tempting lips, blushing cheeks, models like dressing sense and what not
Jab ek insaan me itna kuch hoga to log to uski taraf attract honge hi.. Tabhi to niche lunch area me bhi sabhi bas ishan ko hi ghure ja rahe the..ishan ko pata bhi nhi h ki he attract every eye on him so effortlessly and he is the talk of the town..
Islia itne logo se aapne ishan ko bacchana aasan nhi hoga shubhman k lia.  Puri jee jaan laagani padegi usse ..aur kahi na kahi shubhman tayar bhi h aapni jaan (ishan) ko duniya ki gandi nazro se bacchane k lia but the question is that ki usse shubhman se kon bacha paiga..