MY FIRST LOVE

Best friend

The occurrence of some unexpected moments sometimes give us happiness.

I got to know this a week ago when I made my first male friend. We spent a whole day together playing different games and he became my friend.

The next day my maasi was randomly asking him questions about him, his family, education, etc. I listened to all that conversation secretly. 

I also got to know so much about him from it. After that day, as we became friends we got to know many things about each other.

He is three years older than me but as his admission was done one year early so he was in the 10th pass when I met him. 

First i thought he is four years older but later I got to know that he is just three years older than me.

We got to know a lot more information about each other.

Every time we pass by each other I will give him a smile and he will reciprocate the same.

After some days we used to play games together, even we used to watch sunsets together and sometimes we used to do moon-gazing.

We used to spend so much time together.

Also during one of the post-wedding rituals held in their flat, I was helping them and doing some works.  In one of the work that I was doing I made one mistake. There were so many people present there when I did the mistake. It was a small mistake but one aunty present there scolded me for that. That time I used to care so much about my image. When that aunty scolded me I was hurt and thought every one will now think that I can't do anything right. but then Chinmay was also there and he took my side. He said that I'm small so she should not scold me, this was not a big issue and many more. Then other people also said that it's fine.  Then I took a breath of relief. 

Another memory I remember of him that...

One day, I was going somewhere, I came out of the apartment gate but I saw a dog ahead in my way and I halted at my place . Though that dog wasn't doing anything, he was just smelling the ground and was in search of some food.
I'm so scared of dogs. I was thinking that whether I should go ahead or not.

But then Chinmay came from behind me. Maybe he was watching all this from behind and understood that I was scared of that dog.

So he went near that dog and started playing with it and distracting it.

That's when I passed by them and went ahead on my way but not so far. I went only a little away, safe from that dog and waited for Chinmay to come near me.

After that he came near me and was smiling looking at me, maybe because I was scared of a little dog.

Then I said thanks to him for helping me. And he just smiled to that also quite awkwardly , maybe he don't know how to react.

I smiled looking at him. And then he came with me few steps ahead while talking with me and then he went to do his work again.

I felt so nice as he helped me. He is the best friend I have ever got in my life.

 He protects me, cares for me, helps me, and is always there for me.

 What else one could need?

I felt so blessed to have a friend like him.

He is my first male best friend.

Like this, Holidays passed by.

And soon he went to his hometown.

Though he was not feeling good to go there as he enjoyed here a lot. But he Didn't show it, and also told me that he will come soon as his hometown is not that far from our city.

After he went I was feeling so empty. The whole last month was so happening.

First the wedding took place so there were so many people in apartment. And environment was full of fun, enjoyment, laughter and whatnot.

And then first all the relatives went to their respective home once the wedding is over. But still it didn't affect me much as Chinmay was here. And day used to passed with him so greatly.

But now he also went to his hometown. I was feeling so empty and sad for few days.

After some days, my school also started and I got busy in my studies and daily routine.