MY FIRST LOVE

Some Issues

All this was on my mind, I didn't even figured it out yet and not even planning to figure it out.

and then one more thing happened in my life.

In school, One girl became my best friend.

we were in the same class since junior Kg. Still we weren't with each other that much. but then suddenly the sitting arrangements changed and then we came together and then she became my best friend.

After some days, she started telling me about one boy who had a crush on her.

She used to share me many things, so I felt that I should also tell her everything, I should also share my life incidents with her.

so I told her about Chinmay, how he proposed to me and all.

I told her all that because I thought that she was My female best friend.

But that's where I went wrong.

After some days, the rumors were spread about her and her crush.

Actually she is an extrovert, so she told everyone that the guy had a crush on her but then rumors got started to spread about them.

and then the teachers got to know about that.

It became a very big issue, her parents were called in school by principle and they told them in what kind of rumours their daughter was involved.

She didn't come to school for 3-4 days after that.

I felt too bad for her.

But when she returned to school her behavior changed towards me.

I was unable to comprehend what happened to her.

I mean so much bad happened to her but why her behavior is changed only towards me.

and then she went to the teacher and told her about me and chinmay.

and she played a victim card by saying that I was the one who used to talk about these kinds of things and she got influenced by me and she thought that guy was having a crush on her.

Now I understand how her parents let her continue the school even after all that.

she must have played the victim card in front of them too.

But what was my fault?she was the one who used to tell me these, and then I told her about me because I thought if she is sharing her life incidents with me i should also do that.

but she betrayed me.

she used my information in the wrong way.

she used it to shift all the attention to me and save herself.

but then I told my teachers all the truth. I told her everything happened and luckily it didn't become a big issue because I hadn't accepted Chinmay's proposal.

But still the teacher told me to call my parents.

Now the big question in front of me was how to tell my parents about all these.

I didn't even accept his proposal because of the fear of my family.

not that I know that if I had accepted it if my parents were free minded.

I still haven't figured it out and now this problem.

But then with a lot of courage I first told my mom about this.

To my surprise she was shocked but she didn't get angry instead she just asked me so many questions and after that she told me that a few days ago she found the letter that Chinmay gave me which I had kept in the waste corner of home.

But she thought maybe my Di's boyfriend must have given it to Di.

Chinmay wrote that letter in a hurry and directly gave that to me, so anyone's name was not mentioned in that letter.

And then my mom got to know everything, she even told all this to my relatives along with maasi and her husband but luckily here also this issue got closed in our house because everyone got to know that I haven't accepted his proposal.

Still my cousin brothers wanted to beat him, but my mom told them not to do that as it will create a scene.

but she gave me warning to not talk to him from now onwards.

Still in about one month, everything got back as it was.

The issue is closed now.

One thing I got to know is my family is not that strict, I mean my relatives are strict, but my mom and dad are so calm, and they think of the situation very calmly and handle it maturely.

But still I have to behave carefully and nicely.All this happened and chinmay doesn't even know all this.

but thank god he is not here, otherwise my brother would have beaten him.

Here Nothing is sorted between me and him and now all this.

I have to be more carefull now.