MY FIRST LOVE

The Prank

Sometimes life serves us very beautiful moments that we start to feel like a main character.

Our life feels like a fairytale.

we start to fly in the air and then at one point suddenly reality hits us and we fall on the ground.

That only happened to me.

I assumed my and rishi's love story was a taqdeer movie, where we got separated when we were kids and after some years we met.

and now I thought that we will live happily ever after.

Everything between me and rishi was perfect until one day I thought to do a small prank with him.

Actually, two days before our third date happened, rishi pulled a prank on me where he said that he is diagnosed with corona.

I got so worried, I asked him hundreds of questions regarding his health and others.

then after having a conversation on this topic for almost one hour he told me that nothing had happened to him, he was just doing a prank with me.

I was so angry but I didn't say anything much to him but warned him that soon I will take revenge for this.

So after that we went on our third date, it was so beautiful.

After two days, I thought about doing a prank with him.

So I told him that when yesterday we were returning from the date, one of my cousin brothers saw us and now my family knows about him, and they want to meet him.

After I told him all this he got so worried.

He also asked me so many questions.

I was enjoying his state a little bit because he also did the same with me a few days ago.

But then after some time I told him that this is a prank.

But

But

Rather than feeling relieved he got angry at me.

and see the audacity of this boy that he scolded me saying, " What kind of childish behaviour is this?"

I was like he started it first and now when the same is happening to him, he is reacting like this.

Still I stayed calm and tried to sort out it.But he didn't listen to me.

Next two days, went like this only.I tried to make it up to him but he was not forgiving me.

Then the next day, I called him.

On the call also he scolded me and after when I convinced him a lot he finally forgave me.

Then in the evening when I was thinking about all this, suddenly one point clicked in my mind.

I went to my friend and with her phone I called Rishi.On call I first had some random conversation, even if he forgiven me, he was still taunting me whenever he got a chance to, so after some time, I asked him one question.

" This was a prank but what if this was not a prank? what if really my family got to know about us? what will you have done then?"

This was my question, and to that he didn't answer me anything.

he remained silent.

it is said that silence speaks more than words.

His silence was saying something I never wanted to listen to.

Then I asked him, " what if your family got to know about us?"

To that he said, " Then they will throw me out of the house".

"what? Why?"

" because my family is strict, love marriages are not allowed in my house"

"what? Then seriously if your family got to know about us, what would you do?"

" Told you na, My family will throw me out of the house, I can't do anything".

I'm hating where this conversation is going.

" what you mean by I cant do anything? You will not do anything then?"

"see my family is very strict, love marraiges are strictly forbidden in my house. Moreover if someone does love marriage, my family has to face the rage of the people from our cast".

"But our cast is not same, so our arrange marraige is not possible, then what about us rishi? Does it mean that we don't have any future?"

He remained silent.

"Say something Rishi"

" love marriages are not allowed in our house"

" I know that now, say something else, What about us?"

he remained silent.

again.

again silence.

"Rishi I'll talk to you later"

I dropped the call.

His silence is going to kill me.

how badly I wanted him to say something, say that he will support me , say that he will manage everything, say that he will stay by my side always.

but he remained silent.

Why rishi?

Why?

I want to cry now.

Then I gave my friend her phone back.

She didn't hear anything because I went a little far from her to talk to him.

but seeing my gloomy face she asked me what happened, but I lied to her saying I'm not feeling well.

I returned to my home, but I was really not feeling well now.

My mind was repeating the conversation we had.

From our conversation one thing was clear now, That we don't have any future.

Then why?

Why are we in a relationship?

Isn't the relationship is all about commitment or just I think of it like that?

After all the torments, issues, misunderstanding, finally we were together but why?

only to hear that we don't have a future together?

I don't know what to do now.

But I'm not giving up on him.

I will convince him.

We will find a way.

I will do anything to make him mine.

and surely one day, we will have our happily ever after...