Autumn
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Its about three or four months after our honeymoon when I start thinking to myself if I am pregnant. But this morning when I wake up I just had to throw up out of nowhere. So I did what everyone would do, I took a.test and it turned out to be possitive. "What am I going to tell Winter?" I ask to myself. I take a minute longer in the bathroom than usual because I am so shocked of what I just found out. Eventually I get out of the bathroom and continue my day like everything is normal.
We go to work and I pretend like nothing happened but Marjorie still notices that something is up. "What is with you today?" She asks me. "Nothing." I reply. "Autumn, there is something, just tell me." "You will find out later Marjorie, I first have to tell another person this." "Uhm, alright." Marjorie replies. Then it hits me, the one thought that made it even worse. The fact that I can no longer drink wine. "You're still up for our night of drinks right?" "Uhm," I say thinking. "I'm sorry Marjorie but I'm not." I respond to her question, she is shocked to find out but doesn't ask questions about it.
Marjorie spends the whole day interogating me. And I got sick of it but didn't tell her what I found out tbis morning. I believe Winter needs to hear it first. Eventually the day ends and me and Winter go in the car to drive home. "Uhm Winter," I say hesitantly once we are both in the car. "What is it my love?" He asks with a bit of concern "I have something to tell you." I say, I look over at Winter and he seems to think nothing of it he is just confused because we never ask eachother things in this way. "Alright darling, what is it?" He asks. "Well," I take a brief pause and then blurt it out. "I'm pregnant." I say pretty loud, I look around if there is anyone nearby that could have heard it but there is not. I look over to Winter and he is in a state of shock. "Y- you're... you're pregnant?!" He asks in disbelief. "Y- yes my love, I am." I say confirming it. "Are you alright my love?" Is the first thing he asks when he gets over the shock. He lays his hand on my thigh and strokes it. "I- I think I am, I'm not really sure, I don't know what to think of this all." I say, Winter removes his hand from my thigh and grabs my hand instead. "Everything is alright my love, well get through this togheter." He says, he is such a poet and I love it. "You can tell everyone whenever you are ready, I won't say a word about it." Winter says whilst looking in my eyes, his eyes are filled to the brim with love. "Winter, I love you." I say. I almost shed a tear but don't. "I love you to my darling." Winter replies. "Should we start heading home?" He asks and I reply. "Yes please."
