ALWAYS MINE ❤️ Moran

Part 22-Losing him

Three days passed with Monami spending her time with Dr. Mahajan and Karan with Bhabhi and Baby. In those days Barkha got to know about their relationship and she decided to stay out of it to give them some space. Barkha also decided that Baby will not going to know about them and if things will get worst she will talk to them, specially Monami. Deepak Mahajan also understood that something wrong because he never saw both of them interacting with each other in these days.

Monami many times tried to talk with Karan and for Karan he always checked and instructed her about her medicines but he never talked to her more than that and always made some excuses.There is only two days left after that the holidays will end and everyone will return to their duties. Monami woke up early in the morning and left for academy after informing her dad.

She can't stay away from him specially when he is upset with her and the fault is completely hers. She called Ustadji and confirmed that Karan is there . He actually returned from home yesterday evening.On the way back to home she was feeling the way was too long because with him hours feel like seconds,how much time they spent together it always feels like not enough, they want more.

She doesn't know their relationship will get better or not but she knows one thing that whatever the situation is she can't stay away from him and he is the only person she wanted.She knows that her decision will only give them pain but she choose to be separated, for him only because she doesn't want him feel or go through all those situations which happened when he lost his brother.The night when he broke up with her she feels like her life was end but somewhere in her heart she know that it was only his emotional outburst and she thought that she will make him understand once she return but after her mission she herself went to the phase where Karan is. She concluded that Karan is right and its better to end everything between them.... But the truth is that both of them can't live without each other.

She reach academy and after freshen up she went to his room and knocked the door. Its early in the morning and Karan was sleeping,because of the knocking sound he woke up and opened the door only to get shocked after seeing her. He didn't expected her to be here specially at this time and he was surprised also because the holidays was not over yet.She give a small smile to him and he remembered all those things happened between them in these days.

She understood his change of expression and asked " Kya main.. Main andhar aasakthi hoon? "He nodded his head and she entered inside and he went back to sit on the bed. He doesn't initiate any conversation so she decided to break the silence." Ka... Karan woh.. Woh main... Maine socha ab bas do din hi bache he holidays ke aur yeh... Yeh do din.. Main.. main..yaha rahoon... " but he didn't said a word" Main... Main sochrahi hoon Bhabhi aur Baby se milke aati hoon... "She noticed some changes in his expression and he stood up and asked "KYU...?"She was clueless that what happened to him suddenly and what angered him but she continued."I'm sorry Karan... Muj..Mujhe pata hai...ki tum... tum gussa ho kyuki..."her words wete cutoff by him"Gussa... Really!main hota kon hu tumse gussa hone wala! In fact tumhe kyu milna hai MERI family se?"

She was stunned, she never saw a furious Karan like this after their confession. Its true that they had fights and many arguments but he had never behaved like this with her.Her eyes filled with tears and she understood that she was responsible for this condition of their relationship.He continued " Tumne bola humare beech ab koyi rishta nahi hai... Hum ek doosare ko sirf takleef dete hai... Humare saath main rahana hum dono ko sirf dhard dega... Humare beech sirf aur sirf professional relationship rahe,yahi acha hai... Tumne tho mera diya hua ring bhi lauta diya... Ab tum kis rishte se mere parivar se milna chahathi hoon? Hum tho dosth bhi nahi hai... Haina... Fir tumhe kyu milna hai, Bhabhi aur Baby se?... BOLO!"

She know that he was right and she don't know what to say. A sudden fear formed in her heart that she might loss him forever. He was looking towards her furiously and suddenly he pulled her closer and hold her tightly. They are looking towards each other intensely but when he saw the tears that were flowing from her eyes he calmed a bit and said, "Kyu... Monami? Kyu tum mujhe yaha akela chodkar chali gayi... agar mujhe bolthe tho main tumhe mana karthi kya jaane se?Ek baar mujhse bol sakthi thi na... Tumhe pata bhi hai mujhe kitna takleef hua yeh jaankar ke tum mujhe bina bataye jaa rahi hoon..."

His eyes also filled with tears and those eyes were reflecting his pain also , "Main hum dono keliye kya kya plan banaya tha... Us din tumhare liye surprise bhi arrange kiya tha... Restaurant bhi book kiya maine... socha tum yaha baitkar bore ho rahi hongi isiliye bahar leke chalthaa hoon... tum mujhe ek baar... Bas ek baar bol dethi, tumhe apne ghar jaana hai tho main hud tumhe wahan chod deta!"

"I'm... I'm sorry Karan... Mujhe... Mujhe laga tum mujhe jaane nahi dhoge... Ya phir gussa karenge... Agar main bata diya tho... Aur... Mujhe laga tumhe... Tumhe dar bhi hai... shaayad yeh sochkar... Ki Dad mujhe waapas brain wash karenge ya phir jaane... Jaane nahi denge...isiliye main ne socha ghar jaane ke baadh tumhe phone karke bataathi hoon... I'm... I'm sorry..."He released her from his hold and turn to other side.

"Tumhe pata hai Monami, jab tum party mein wise aayi thi na tab mujhe bohut takleef hua yeh sochkar ke tumhare iss haalath ke zemindhar main hoon.... Main chahathi thi meri Raani Saheba sabse kubhsoorath lage aur main tumhe saari duniya bhulakar nihaartha rahoon...Tumhari aankhon ki chamak, hoton ki muskuraahat aur tumhari friendly nature,sab jaa chuka tha aur yeh sab ka kaaran MAIN. Isiliye main ne decide kiya tha iss ek hafthe poori time tumhare saath raha ke tumhara saara dardh mitaaunga. Par tumne tho mujhe itna paraya kardiya ki mujhe dhoor rahne keliye mujhe bina bataye apni ghar jaane ka decision liya."

He turned towards her and teares were flowing from their eyes and for anyone else it's not a big thing that she didn't informed him about her plan of going home but only him knows the pain he felt when he find out that she is leaving."Main ne decided kar liya hai Monami, jo space aur time tumhe chahiye tha na...woh main tumhe dhoonga... Ab main tumhe bilkul disturb nahi karoonga ...tum yahi chahathi thi na humare beech koyi rishta na ho!Ab wahi hoga... Aaj se sab kuch waisa hi hoga jaise tum chahathi ho...Main tumse dhoor hi rahoonga...!"

He turned his face from her and wiped his tears and said" Tum jaake araam karo Monami... Itna travel karke aaye ho na... Tumhe agar bhabhi aur Baby se milna hai tho...main unhe phone karke bulathi hoon academy mein, mil lena, "She don't know what to say because nothing happened the way she expected and the truth is that Karan is taking a step back from their relationship and he is leaving her. Her mind was not in a good state to respond anything and she went towards the door with a havy heart and tear filled eyes...

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Hi guys... Sorry for the late update. Comments your opinion and I'm planing to end this book soon... There are many things I wanted to write but couldn't because of my work. Till then enjoy reading...