mots à maux

XI

I often think about us
as a serie of what if

what if you still loved me
what if you didn't lie to me
what if I fell in love with you again
and gave you a second chance

what if you listened to me singing loudly in a car
what if i took my breakfast with you in your kitchen
what if we walked hand in hand under the stars
what if we fell asleep together

what if things hadn't been like that
what if things didn't go this way
what if I was wrong
what if you were the love of my life ?

oh you messed up everything
stupid boy

from now I can save me by myself

and if these what ifs are true
I guess we'll find each other again
in the future.