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XLVI

Do you remember
Do you remember I said not now
Do you remember how my body shook in your arms
My excited body didn't mean my mind wanted to
Did you think when you looked down to me
That because I didn't shake my head it was a yes ?
Do you genuinely think
My moans were real
When I said not now
You tasted me
I said not now
I fucking said not now
You still touched me
We were together
I didn't want to hurt you
But I said not now
Not now doesn't mean in ten minutes
Not now means not today
Not now means when I'm ready
I wasn't ready
I loved you
But I said not now