FANSERVICE PARADOX || w o o s a n ||

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San wakes up to a phone hovering above him and Wooyoung. He doesn't know what time it is and it takes him a few moments to actually realize he's back in Seoul and not in his hometown. He blinks a couple of times, bringing his right hand over to his eyes to rub them gently. Why is there a phone in his face?

He sighs lightly. It was a little past four in the morning when he finally managed to fall asleep, and despite not wanting to admit it, having the younger by his side did help indeed to him sleeping way better than anticipated. He's noticed it, over the past week. It's a sudden change, but ever since that night they cuddled for the first time, he's been sleeping way better and he doesn't even wake up exhausted anymore. Wooyoung's offer from last night surprised him a little, he didn't really expect it. He was so sure he would manage to fall asleep just like before, the same goes for the younger, but when he found himself just staring at the ceiling at almost four in the morning, he knew he fucked up. Why couldn't he fall asleep like a normal person anymore?

Honestly, if you were to ask his sick mind if he quite enjoys cuddling with Wooyoung, he can't help but say yes. San knows it's not very good to feel this contented while having Wooyoung glued to his side, but he simply can't help it. He freaked out after the first night and he really tried his best to act as if he really doesn't do the same, but the raven haired bought none of his lies. Apparently he's a bad liar, despite thinking he knew how to contain his emotions almost all the time. But maybe there is also this sudden attraction he feels towards his bandmate. He still doesn't know if it's just because he realized he's bi and now pretty men get his attention as well or the fact that it's Wooyoung, whose simple existence blurs his mind lately. It's really confusing and he doesn't know what to think anymore. Even after he came out to him and listened to his part of the story, San still couldn't really understand what was happening in his mind. He knew if he asked, Wooyoung would gladly answer to him however he could, but it's not like the younger can read his mind and solve his new problems.

After adjusting to the sudden light, he realizes he's ended up on his back somehow in the night. His left arm is quite numb underneath Wooyoung's head and as for the younger, he's completely glued to his side, left arm wrapped tightly around his waist, left leg splayed over his thighs while his face is buried in the crook of his neck. He smells nice, like something sweet and when he shifts lightly, some strands of soft hair tickle his nose.

Then there it is again, that damn phone!

He makes out a large figure behind Wooyoung. He blinks a little more and fights back a gasp when his eyes finally make out the person. Yunho rests his weight on one knee, frozen in place as his arm is stretched forward, holding a large iPhone, most probably set on the camera. His dramatic ass grins like a devil, teeth biting into his lower lip so he doesn't giggle. They sit like that, staring at each other in silence and San feels the way his heart quickens its pace while his cheeks flush. He's been busted.

"Good morning sunshine!" Yunho beams with pure delight and proceeds to push himself away. San sighs loudly and drowns his head in the pillow. He closes his eyes and hopes this is just a bad dream and he's about to wake up to Yunho calling him and complaining it's past twelve and he wants them to leave. But when he opens his eyes back, he sees the giant man closing the window with a loud sound, completely waking Wooyoung up who flinches next to him.

"What the fuck?" He mumbles in his neck and tightens his grip around his waist, the simple gesture sending shivers down San's spine. Why is he like this?

"Wake up, you pretty boys!" Yunho claps his hands loudly and approaches the bed. "It's almost one."

San fights back the urge to curse at his friend and just glares up at him. Does he really need to be this dramatic? Oh, and by the way he smirks he just knows the older will never let him live. If finding out about his sudden curiosity over shipping videos was bad, then finding him cuddled up with his potential future crush (God forbid) makes San wonder if jumping in the Han River would be a better option than living with Yunho reminding him of how he found them this morning.