Smoke and secrets | 18 +

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"Good morning bambina." Tori said softly into my ear as I laid on her chest.

The cold sun seeping through the curtains in our room.

Today, Tori and I are getting married. It feels so surreal, I've been waiting for this moment for almost seven months.

We've spent the last eight planning out our day and I'm excited. I'm nervous too. I haven't seen Tori's outfit yet and she hasn't seen mine.

We've had our fair share of off days leading up to this one, we've grown distant because we were stressed and then we closed the distance. That distance frightened me a little.

But we're okay now.

Wedding planning was stressful to say the least. For both of us, mainly because there was so many people telling us what to do and not enough people giving us options.

But through everything together, I'm so happy to say I'm marrying the woman I love the most. For her to forever be solidified as mine.

"Hi love." I said against her chest.

"We're getting married today." She said and I smiled against her snuggling closer.

"We are." I said smiling.

"We need to get up."

"It's cold." I said "We could just get married here and then go back to sleep."

"We could bambina, but then that means you don't wear your dress. And you won't get to see mine." She said in a matter of fact tone.

"I really want to see yours." I said.

"Well then you can't see it if we're here." She smirked.

I pulled away from her, moving to my side of the bed and sat up. It was cold. Tori sat up and snuck behind me wrapping her arms around me.

"Just a few hours until you're mine bambina." She said from behind me placing a kiss to the back of my neck.

"A few hours." I blushed and giggled a little. "I love you." I said, turning my head a little to place a kiss on her lips.

"I love you too." She said holding me a little tighter.

We stayed in bed a little longer until Malia came to knock on our door full of excitement for our wedding.

Malia was one of my bridesmaids, Danica was the other. I didn't have a maid of honour because I couldn't chose between the two so I just decided to not have one.

Tori left to go start getting ready and only then did the panic really set in for me. I was getting married.

"Oh my god, I'm getting married." I turned around in my chair. I was in the middle of getting my makeup done and I turned when it hit me.

"I know! I mean it's about time." Malia said from her own makeup chair. "And what better thing than to have your best friend become part of your family." She smiled.

"I thought I was your best friend." Danica said, pretending to be offended.

"You are Dani." Malia said with a smile.

"I'm actually getting married." I mumbled.

"You are." Danica laughed. "Belle, you act like you didn't just spend the last eight months planning it."

"I know but it all feels so surreal. It feels like a dream." I said. "What if I go out there and Tori isn't there? What if she called off the wedding?" My racing mind throwing out my absent minded thoughts.