"Happy birthday! I'll follow you anywhere. Under any type of sky.just not under a billboard. Celebrating you is easy.I love you. " Tommy tells me
" I love you so much. Its crazy how much I am in love with you" I said
I lean in and gave Tommy a kiss
*** Two days later***
I sat in my suit at the edge of my bed waiting for Tommy to arrive so we could head to the award ceremony. My heart started to beat really fast. I look up out the window and I couldn't see a thing. Everything started to become blurry. I took a deep breath and placed my head in my hands. Looking down at the ground I took a few more deep breaths and looked at my hands. My hands were trembling a bit. I could not breath it felt like.
" Alexa call Tommy" I said
" Calling Tommy heart emoji" Alexa said
I could hear the phone start to ring.
" Hello" Tommy said
" Alexa go to speaker " I said
" Going to speaker" Alexa said
" Hey everything alright? I am almost at your place. Just one stoplight away" Tommy says
" I- I feel like I cant breath. " I said in a fast voice
" Hun you are having a panic attack. I am almost to the loft. " Tommy says
" Are you okay?" Tommy asks
I could hear him driving. I tried to speak but I didn't say anything.
" I am pulling into a spot now. I will be up soon" Tommy says
" St-stay on the phone with me " I said
" Of corse" Tommy says
" Spare key is under the welcome mat" I said
" I know. You told me last time" Tommy says
" See you in a few seconds" Tommy says
I could hear Tommy going up the steps. After a few moments I hear the door open. I hear Tommy shut the door and up the steps.
" Alexa phone off" I said
" Phone off" Alexa said
" Hey hun you okay?" Tommy asks kneeling in front of me
I could feel Tommys hands on my knees.
I place a hand on top of his.
" I- I cant do this" I say
" the award ceremony. I dont know I was thinking about it and I just panicked" I said
" hey Evan its okay. I will be with you the whole time. So will everyone else at the 118" Tommy says
" I will call Bobby and tell him we will be late. " Tommy says
Tommy gets up and heads downstairs to make the phone call.Few moments go by and Tommy returns sitting down beside me. I lay my head on his shoulder as I held his hand. I stared at our hands for a while. I took a few more breaths before Toy and I got ip and headed to the station for the award ceremony.
***
After the ceremony Tommy and I sat in my car for a moment before leaving. I hear a knock on my window. I look over to see Gerrard. I roll down my window.
" What do you want?" Tommy asks him
" Wanted to see what the love birds were doing " Gerrard said
" Move along. Nothing to see" Chimney says
" Gerrard. This is a long time coming but fuck off. No one even liked you when you were caption. " Tommy days
I see Chim and Maddie walk up to Gerrard and move him along.
" Im sorry about him" Chim says
" Dont worry about it. Thanks Chim" Tommy says
" wow nice one Tommy! " chimney says
" I know I should have said that to him five years ago. " Tommy says
" Thanks" I tell Chim.
" You doing okay Buck? Bobby told us what happened" Maddie asks
" Im fine now thanks" I said
" If you need us. Call. Love you " Maddie says
" Love you too" I said
" See you soon" Tommy says
" You too" Chim says
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" I want you to spend the night with me " Tommy tells me
" of course " I said
I drove back to my place so Tommy could get his car. We headed off to his place after I grabbed some pajamas. Parking behind Tommy I got out and grabbed my bag. We head inside and I place my stuff near the door. I always loved how many windows Tommys place had. I think he has more windows than me or at least they are not as tall as mine.
" you want anything to drink? " tommy asks
" water is fine. Thanks " i said
" you doing any better?" Tommy asked
" yea a bit. Thanks " I said
Tommy hands me a glass of water and we sit down. Tommy turns on some music. I rest my head on Tommy's shoulder. I slide my hand into his as we listen to stick season by Noah Kahn.
" I love you Evan " Tommy tells me
" I love you too Tommy" I said
After a while I what my phone go off. I look over seeing I got a phone call from Maddie. I hit decline. A few moments later Tommy phone rings. It was chimney. Tommy gives me a confused look and a shrug.
" shoot maybe I shouldn't have decided Maddie's call." I said
" I'll call chim back " Tommy tells me
Tommy picks up his phone and calls chimney back putting the phone on speaker
" hey sorry " Tommy says
" Tommy you with Buck?" Chimney asks
" yes " Tommy says
" what's going on?" I ask
" Bobby is in the hospital. I already called Eddie and hen is already on the way to the hospital " chimney days
" we will be right over " Tommy says
I took a deep breath. I reach forward and grabbed the glass of water. Taking a big sip and placed the cup back down. Reaching over I grabbed Tommy's hand.
" I-" I said
" I- I can't go " I said
I could feel the tears in my eyes. I wipe my eyes.
" hey even, it's gonna be ok. Bobby is gonna be ok" Tommy reassures me.
Getting up I check to make sure my keys were in my pocket before following Tommy out of the apartment and down to the car.
" We can take my car" Tommy says
I hear Tony unlock his car and we get in. Shutting the door I put my seatbelt on as Tommy starts to drive to the hospital. We made it to the hospital in five minutes. After parking Tommy and I sat in the car for a moment before heading inside.
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Sorry for the jump in days haha. felt like it and honestly had no clue how I would have written about Buck's birthday
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