Addicted {bxb}

XVII

"How's Adrian really doing?"

I didn't want to hear an answer from Erica, but I knew that I needed one. I needed closure from this whole thing, and I needed to move on with my life.

"It's Adrian," was all Erica said as if I knew him personally.

"Erica-"

"No, I'm saying... it's Adrian," she repeated. "He's been used like this before. Not sexually of course but emotionally. He thinks he's found a friend then in a split second." She snapped her fingers. "He loses them. Not by choice but... it's just how it goes."

"And you're okay with that?" I questioned her with a raised eyebrow.

"No but he's not a teenager anymore."

"So-"

"He'll be fine, Justin. I promise. You don't have to worry about my brother." She scoffed. "He's definitely not worried about you the same way you're worried about him."

There it was. The words I needed to hear so I could move on.

~Three Weeks Later~

I let out a moan when the muscular man pushed me down on my bed. After my conversation with Erica three weeks ago, I decided that it was time for me to move on and get back to what I enjoy. Throwing parties, doing drugs, and having sex. He laid in between my legs and lifted my shirt up so he could press his lips against the skin on my stomach. I tangled my hands in his hair, getting lost in the feeling once he began to unbutton my jeans. His hands gripped both of my wrist, pinning them on my bed as he made his way back to my face. Our lips only hovered near each other, and I closed my eyes waiting for him to connect our lips.

I grabbed both his wrist and pinned them above his head so I could finally connect my lips to the skin on his neck.

When I felt his lips against the skin of my neck causing me to let out breathless pants and lose my mind as each second went by. The pace that he was pumping my cock caused me to arch my back, giving in to his touch. He let out a groan and I felt his warm breath tickle my skin.

"Stop," he said breathlessly but I didn't listen. "Ju-Justin... please."

"Mmm~," I sighed, biting down on my bottom lip. "Ahh~ fuck."

"Does that feel good?" the male asked in a soft tone.

"Stop... Justin."

"Hmm."

"Stop... Justin."

I couldn't get any words out because that was all that I could think about.

"Justin..."

"Justin..."

"Stop," I said nearly out of breath and opened my eyes.

"What?"

"Get off," I said, gently pushing my hands against his chest.

He didn't fight with me as he slowly crawled off of me and sat at the edge of my bed. "Are you-"

"Don't," I said, quickly cutting him off.

I didn't need a lecture from some random guy so after I didn't say anything else to him, he finally got dressed and left my bedroom.

~One Month Later~

Once again, I found myself underneath someone. He was not the usual type that I would go for, but he was cute. He didn't have a lot of muscles, but he was very submissive as soon as we got to my bedroom. The way he looked when he rode my cock like an expert was enough to make me cum inside of him.