Addicted {bxb}

IV

I couldn't explain the feeling too well and maybe it was the mixture of alcohol and cocaine starting to fuck with my brain but I wanted to know how he looked whimpering underneath me, moaning my name as I gave him every inch of my cock.

I lured him to come over to me but he shook his head deciding to stay put in the same spot. Was he playing hard to get? I never had to deal with someone that didn't want me because they always came easy. He was different. He was going to be a challenge and I was willing to take that challenge. I turned back to the counter so I could grab another cup and fill it up with the rest of the alcohol in the bottle.

I don't know when Oscar left my side but he wasn't my priority anymore. I wanted this lost boy to fit in with the rest of the crowd. I started making my way to him, taking sips from the alcohol in my cup as I got closer to him. I pushed through the crowd of people just to stand in front of him, looking into his eyes while a grin formed on my face.

"You look lost," I said but my tone was loud just so he could hear me over the music.

"I shouldn't be here," Adrian said and I could tell that he was nervous.

"And yet you are," I said then took another sip before extending my arm out in front of me.

"I don't drink," he said, pushing the cup back to me.

"You're at my party, in my house now." I leaned closer to him, grabbing his wrist so that I could place the cup in his hand. "You're going to drink."

When I moved my head back to look at him I noticed his eyes searching mine. Was he always this cute? Seeing him looking at the liquid in the cup made me smirk as I watched him raise the cup to his lips. His Adam's apple moved when he swallowed it and I couldn't help but bite my lip.

"Not so bad," I said, taking the cup back when he handed it to me.

"That was gross," Adrian said with a disgusted look on his face.

"Why are you here?" I decided to ask.

"Erica dragged me here," he responded then began looking around as if he was trying to find her. "I just don't know where she went."

"Don't worry," I said, placing my hand on his shoulder and he snapped his head to look at me again. "I'll take care of you."

Sure the look I gave him wasn't promising and I know the words I said may have caused him to question me but I knew what I was doing. Even if he didn't approve of it I was going to make him trust me.

"Do you want to go somewhere quieter?" I asked.

"Yes," he responded immediately.

This was going to be easier than I thought. I grabbed his wrist and dropped the cup on the ground then dragged him through the crowd. We made our way upstairs where not many people were, so it was easy to get to my room. I made it a habit to lock all the doors in my house besides the bathrooms for obvious reasons. I unlocked the door to my bedroom easily and then pushed the door open. I let Adrian go in first then I followed right after and closed the door, swiftly locking it then stared at him.

"Why are you looking at me like that?" he asked, playing with the sleeves of his hoodie.

"I won't look at you if that's what you want," I said, making my way to him.

The silence between us was enough for me to hear his heart beating out of his chest. The closer I got to him the more he backed away from me eventually falling back on my bed. I stood at the foot of my bed, staring down at him then removed my shirt before crawling between his legs.

"What-"

"Shh," I silenced him. "It's better if you don't talk."

His hands pressed against my chest which stopped me from leaning closer to him. I grabbed both his wrists and pinned them above his head so I could finally connect my lips to the skin on his neck. He squirmed underneath me and tried his best to speak but when he let out a moan once I sucked on his neck I couldn't help but smirk.

"Stop," he said breathlessly but I didn't listen. "Ju-Justin... please."

Still, I didn't want to listen to him. I held both his wrist in my hands so that my free hand could travel underneath his shirt. I pulled away from him so I could look him in his eyes but seeing his glossy eyes didn't make me feel anything.

"What are you doing?" his voice whimpered.

"You asked me how I sleep knowing people only know me because of my last name," I reminded him. "And I said I can show you better than I can tell you."

"But I-"

"You don't have to be experienced, Adrian," I said in a soft tone. "I'll teach you."

"I don't..."

I leaned closer to him so I could kiss his neck again while I played with his nipple at the same time. He moaned again and when I heard that I knew that he was enjoying it. I've never hooked up with someone that was inexperienced before and since it was him I didn't mind it.

"Stop," he said breathlessly, still fighting with me. "Stop... Justin."

Why was he fighting with me so hard right now? It's not like I was hurting him.

"Get off of me!" he shouted and before I knew it I was pushed to the ground.

I grabbed my head once I felt my head starting to pound and soon the world started to spin. I heard his footsteps run around me then the sound of the music grew louder then it was muted. He was gone after that and I didn't know why. He wanted this just as much as me. Why else would he say yes to coming upstairs with me?

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