An Unexpected Love

24- Resuming

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Our relationship has been amazing until now. The first month of relationship I was at my grandfathers house and Richard visted me, he gave me a card and chocolates (my favorites). On the card he wrote the most amazing words he had ever told me.

He only visits me Fridays after the group and then no more. But it's good for now, eventhough I wish he visits me more, most of the time I'm missing him. We mostly talk by texts and some times he calls me which is very rare the times he does. But yet we pass it good the days we are together.

The day before christmas we passed it together on a party my mom made at my house, we passed it great. Then, on christmas day he went to my grandfathers house. He gave me the visit there and we passed it great too. On our vacations of christmas we passed it together most of the days. Then school started and we didn't pass much time together like on vacation days. He started to visit me on Fridays like he did before. Things were going normal the first months of school we talked and everything, but his ways of showing me how much he loved me, later were slowly disapearing. We didn't see each other for like a month, fights have been more constant and things between us are changing. I feel like I might loose him and that is my fear. I have tried telling to him but he won't say anything. I'm tired of this, suffering has been in me since this, I can't stop thinking what it might be, but he's not the same. Most of the times I catch him thoughtful like he's overthinking something. He doesn't kiss me anymore with that passion he did before. This is all strange, I miss the old him, the old us. I was hoping he invited me to his prom but he didn't, his prom is now in three weeks and yet not a single word from him inviting me there. I always dreamed of me going with him to his prom but maybe this won't be possible. I will leave this in the hands of God maybe he knows whats better for us.

5 days later

Last night I felt asleep crying I still can't believe how things are happening, I never thought of this. Since this almost all my nights I have felt asleep crying, all this thing makes me feel horrible. I wake up with this thing in my head that is really bothering me. I eate my breakfast and went to my room, I decide I'm going to chek all the messages from the day we've been together in this relationship till today. I start to scroll up and I thank to God I didn't erase those messages. After a lot of scrolling that my fingers were already tired, I found the date. I readed almost all of them and when I realized the date he began to change I couldn't heelp it I just beggan to cry. My mom entered the room.

"Hunny, whats wrong?"

"Nothing..."

"Emma I know you so well that I know something is happening and I have the feeling it is with Richard. So don't hide anything from me cause you cant. Start telling me what happened."

"Mom things between Richard and I are going wrong, I readed all the messages from the date I said the yes till today and I realized he has changed a lot and what is mostly hurting me is that we have been fighting more and we were not like this. Sorry mom but I have to call him now, I need to know what is happening. I think I can fix this and I will try it."

"Aww hunny, you should know what is best for you. I hope you make the right desition and you can solve it. Go call him and solve this. Be positive."

"Thank you mom. I will."

I picked my phone, looked for his number and called him.

"Hello." He answered.

"Umm hello." I answered very nervous.

"Is everything alright Emma?"

"Yeah. Umm I need you to come here, I need to talk to you. Can you please come?"

"Yeah I can, but I know something is happening please tell me, whats wrong?"

"Nothing Richard, I just need you to come here." I said very mad, my patience was all gone in that instance.

"Ok, see you in 5 minutes. I'm going."

"Thank you."

A few minutes later he came, I was already anxious simply because I don't know what might happen between us. I'm so nervous. He walked up stairs and I walk down. We met each other in the middle of the stairs. I simply gave him a kiss on the cheek but he kind of insisted wanted it to be on the lips so I did so. The action of me kissing him on the cheep was when he realized something wasn't good between us and I was going to talk to him about it. His face changed to a nervous one, I ignored that cause I need to solve this thing that has been eating me alive.

He went inside shaked hands with my brother and gave a kiss to my mother. My mom talked with him for a while about random stuff and then I told him to come with me so we can talk. I walked him down stairs and went to a peaceful place so we can talk better.

We talk about what was happening to our relatonship a bit but he seemed ok.

"Emma look I have other plans now. I know I haven't told you but I have to go to another place to achieve my studies and I won't be near here." This made me really mad. I am his girlfriend when was he going to tell me this. Ooo I'm so pised off now.

"And when were you going to tell me?!"

" I don't know."

"Look Richard, I really can't deal with this. You in one place me in another. Then we wont have any communication at all and I don't like this at all. And then you have changed a lot, things between us have been different."

"I know." But he didn't say nothing more. I was hoping he would say something positive but nothing came out of him. How could he do this to me.

"Go achieve your studies, keep on with your life, be yourself a great professional. I don't want to be on this relationship anymore, sorry but this won't be something easy for me to deal with. You don't have any honesty with me neither communication, you don't even say much to me. Things have change pretty much and I don't like it this way. Sorry but I want to break up." He didn't complain at all. He neven said something to like fight for our relationship to last. He just...

"I know, I think it's the best you can do." And those words were the ones who made me feel like shit. Something inside me broke and I felt water in my ayes that was the moment when I couldn't hold them more and they began to fall. How could he? I loved him like anything in this world and this is how it ends. I looked at him in disbelief, this wasn't how I expected things to go. I saw a future with him.

We talked about it for a while. I know I love him so much but this I know I wont regret it in the future, I'm possitive. We stayed as friends eventhough I can't do this because I still feel something for him. He hugged me and then left, with water in my eyes I saw him leave. As soon as my eyes didn't see him anymore I dropped on the flor and began to cry. I couldn't stamd up I feel hopeless. Who would've think things between us would turn like this. I calmed myself and walk to the stairs as soon as my mom saw me she knew what happened.

"Darling, what happened?" I know she must know but still I tell her ask and I answer.

"I broke with him mom!" I start crying again, this is so depressing.

"Awww darling I know you must've chose the best alternative to this. You are stronger than you think and I know you will get over it."

"Thanks mom, but I never thought this would end like this, I wasn't expecting it."

"I know but now there is nothing else to do."

I know I can get over it I just need to work with myself. It can't be hard.