An Unexpected Love

25- Something Better Will Come

I have been crying for three days, I haven't eaten well and I am hopeless. I look in the mirror, I look pale and aweful. Ugh! I'm mad at myself. How could this happen to me.

Stupid me how could I say yes to him. He didn't deserve me by his side I was always so stupid. I always knew I was in love with him more that what he was. Boys that are in love with a girl act diferent and show their love to her, but he didn't act that way. I had friends that months before I broke with him told me to give him his place and break with him, that he didn't deserve to have a person like me by his side, and I didn't pay any attention I just stayed there, I thought that all the broken pieces of our relationship I could gather them all and glue them together and we would be like before but I couldn't, I was all wrong, I couldn't glue the pieces cause he didn't felt the same for me anymore and he told me so.

"Ugh! Stupid mind, stop thinking of him!" I screamed, my pillow pressed on my face as tears began to fall from my eyes. I have to look for a way to forget him. Richard must be very okay with us being separated, maybe it didn't hurt him at all and even worst he didn't even miss me at all and I'm here dying for him. I am so stupid.

I am now laying in my bed thinking of many ways to forget him. It's hard to forget him when we had seven months of relationship. I know it won't be a easy work to do on me but I will do it, I am strong and I know I can.

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Months, months has passed very slow. But at least I can say I have been able to forget him more that what I thought at the beggining. I'm happy with myself for this. I had a lot of help from mom, dad, and Jai; which I am more than thankful for that. When I think of him I look for a way to block the thinking with something else and it has worked very well. I am now eating more and I know I am better than before, my friends have told me so and this is all thanks to the people that had been there suporting me to help me get over him.

Today my friends invited me to the movie theaters and I think it might be a great idea to go. I don't have anything else to do, so why not, besides I haven't gone out since the day I broke with Richard, well I had gone out but not with my friends. I bought this shirt which I love a lot that says : Dress like you're going to meet your ex boyfriend. Isn't it cool, I love that shirt and it's the one I will use today for the movie theater.

"Emma, you're going to the movies today, right?" Said Jai.

"Well... Yes, I think so. Why? You going too right?"

"I thought you weren't going to go and I was going to get mad. You deserve going out, ok. Don't stay there depressed for a stupid boy and yes I am going."

"Okk okk Jai, calm down. I was going anyway and for Richard don't even worry he is almost on the forgotten side. :-)"

"Then I'm glad to hear that. See you later so you can get prepared because you have one hour left and you are so slow on preparing yourself so get going. Bye."

"Ok, see ya then. Bye bye."

"Okay Emma, it's time you get healed." I said to myself.

I go take a bath, go to my room, look for my new blouse, put it on with some black very adjusted jeans and black sandals. I use a little make up, black liner on the bottom of my eye, some blush, mascara and a soft creamy color lipstick. I look fancy.

My family was going to the movies too with me. I didn't mind at all cause they wanted so see that movie so badly too. I arrive to the movies and Jai was there with Katy, Paty, Gaby, Ever, and my two other friends David and Jace wich were with their other friend that I didn't know at all.

I bought some popcorn and soda, then headed to the movie room. I sit beside Jai and that is when the movie started.

Two Hours Later...

The movie ended and my friends and I walked out of the movie room. Wow that movie was amazing.

"Loved that movie." I said to my friends.

"You're right. It was the best, seeing those girls sing and everything, it was funny too." Said Ever.

We talked for a while of the movie, none of us could stop talking of it. David standed by our side with Jace and the other guy. I turned to face Jai.

"Jai, that guy beside David is so handsome! He has that body, those strong arms, he's tall." I whispered to her.

"He is I have to say the same." Said Gaby, Jai noded.

"Hey... Umm girls this is Caleb my best friend, I know I should have presented him to you hours later but I forgot. Caleb; this is Paty, Emma, Jai, Gaby and Ever." David finaly presented his friend.

"Umm... Hey, nice to meet you all." He said looking at me. I turned my eyes away.

"The same here." We all said with a friendly smile. Wow can't believe he is so handsome. We all stayed there talking until I felt I had to leave I totaly forgot my parents were with me somewhere around the place. I walk outside and I see them. We all four walked to the car and I couldn't stop thinking of Caleb, he was perfect eventho we will never be able to talk or something. Even worst he wont even talk with a girl like me, he doesn't look like that type of guy and I recently finished my relationship to start talking with another guy now.

I arrived home and tried not to think about it and finaly fell asleep.