Kiss the light goodbye

chapter 21

Lucifer's POV:

Bailey ran down to answer the phone, I heard yelling but decided to stay up here because he deserved privacy.

'LUCIFER" bailey shouted, making me panic, I bolted down the stairs to see him drooped on the floor, I scooped him up and hugged him tight.

"I want to cut" he whispered making me sad.

"What?" I asked hoping I heard wrong.

"I WANT TO CUT...I WANT TO DIE....PLEASE" bailey begged.

"Bailey...no...I can't do that...what happened?" I worried as I took his face in my hands and stared into his sorrowful eyes.

"My little sister could die...I can't handle that" he sobbed harder.

"Im sure she will pull through" I said trying to reassure him.

"It's only 50 percent chance she will live through the surgery but that's slim, but if she doesn't have it she will die within months" he cried.

"Im so sorry bailey" I frowned, I can't believe this is happening.

"I need to cut, let me go" he said struggling to get out of my grip, he pushed me and stood up and started running up the stairs but I grabbed him and pulled him into a hug not letting go.

"Let me go" he fought.

"I can't let you do this, I love you too much" I huffed as I kissed his neck gently as I said I love you over and over and finally he relaxed and gave up.

"Thank you for stopping me" bailey said as he turned around and kissed me gently on the lips.

"Why don't we go see your sister before her surgery?" I asked.

"I couldn't see her like that and besides it's not what mom wants" he frowned.

"Screw your mom, this might be the last chance to see her, wouldn't she want to see her big brother one last time?" I tried to convince.

"Your right, but how could I get there?" he sighed.

"I'll take you" I smiled.

"The drive is ages and you have to stay here you're a teacher now remember" he frowned.

"Um are you forgetting im Lucifer, I can get us there within seconds and don't worry about my job its okay" I laughed.

"Oh my god, yes, thank you so much, when can we go" he said all excited.

"Pack a bag, we can stay overnight and be back here whenever I guess" I said as I waited for him to pack a bag.

"im ready" he said rushing down the stairs.

"Okay then, hold on to me tight and don't let go" I pressed.

"Okay" he said gripping onto me as I zapped us to his sister's location.

"Whoa, I think I got travel sick" he said rushing to the bin to throw up.

"Sorry, it can mess with a humans body" I apologized.

"Ronnie" bailey said getting up and slowly walking over to the bed.

Bailey's POV:

I never want to do that again, I felt like my body was chucked in a blender.

After throwing up in the small trash bin, I stood up and headed over to the bed, ronnie had a mask over her mouth and tubes in her nose, I could feel myself tearing up.

"Ronnie..." I sobbed, I took her small cold hand in mine and sat next to her as I stroked her head gently.

"Mmm" she grunted as she moved her head ever so slightly, her eyes moving as she started to wake up.