Kiss the light goodbye

Chapter 14

Lucifers POV

I want him, I want all of him...

But right now I just want to help him.

I pushed him down and pulled off his pants, he gasped and tried to get away but I wouldn't let him.

I slowly pulled down his boxers to reveal his dick, I grinned and slowly started pumping it, making it hard, bailey was shaking I guess he was a little scared but hopefully he would feel safe around me soon.

"w-what are you doing" he panicked.

"You'll see" I said as I went down on him.

He quietly moaned, trying to hold it in...

"Don't hold back your voice" I said.

His moans were so sexy and small I started getting hard.

"Cum for me bailey" I forced.

I kept at it for a minute and then I felt a hot liquid in my mouth and swallowed it and then wiped my mouth.

"Bailey are you ok" I said confidently.

"Y-y-yeah but why did you swallow it, that's dirty" he panicked.

"You're not dirty bailey, so it isn't either, bailey I do care about you, I love you and I want you to feel comfortable around me ok?" I explained, I hopped he would understand but he just looked confused.

His face went red and got nervous and started sliding away from me.

Bailey's POV

"Honey, I'm home, are you here?" my mother shouted from down stairs and I froze in my tracks.

"Your mom is back" Lucifer said shocked.

"Shit, um...you go hid in the bathroom or something, Shoo" I whispered pushing him into the cupboard.

I quickly got a tissue and cleaned myself up and shoved on my clothes and started going down stairs.

"Yeah mom im here" I said casually.

"Hi sweetie, how have you been?" she questioned as if she actually cared.

"Are you kidding, you don't call me the whole time and expect me to be answer that truthfully" I scoffed.

"Im sorry honey things have just been hectic" she sighed.

"Whatever, anyway how is she, will she be ok?" I questioned worried about my sis.

"Yes, she is getting tested and then we shall see whats wrong with her" she smiled, I dropped to the floor in relief.

"Oh bailey she drew this picture for you" mom handed me a picture, I looked at it, it was me and Ronnie holding hands, I couldn't help but smile.

"Thanks, tell her thank you, wait so when are you coming home, I mean why are you here?" I asked confused.

"well you see about that, I didn't feel it right to talk over the phone... the bills to keep her in the hospital are huge and cause your father needs to work to get the money, he has a temporary job there now and will be staying for a while" she started.

"Ok and..." I asked.

"And your sister and I are staying with him until his contract is up" she explained.

"Wait so you are leaving me again?'' I asked crying.

"I know and I am so sorry but we need to, it's for your sister" she said.

"How long" I yelled.

"6 months" she said heartlessly.

"WHAT ARE YOU KIDDING, WHAT KIND OF PARENTS DO THAT SHIT" I screamed.

"I am sorry, but we can't help it, it has to be done, I have put more money in your account and everything is organised so you can stay here alone until we get back" she said.

"w-w-what about my birthday?" I sobbed again.

"What about it?" she sneered.

"That means ronnie and you won't be here for it" I cried.

"We can't help it, this is important ok" she raised her voice.

"Then why can't I come too" I cried more.

"Because we don't want you to, now stop crying and grow up, you are lucky I even came home to tell you this" she sighed pinching the bridge of her nose.

At that moment I knew that hated me and didn't care what so ever.

"Fine, I understand mother, see you in 6 months, say hi to ronnie for me" I said lifeless.

"I will, bye" she scoffed.

I walked back up the stairs and slammed my door shut, slumping down on the bed, I started to cry again, I felt an itch and wanted to cut, I looked around thinking Lucifer left, I entered the bathroom and locked the door and sat against it and pulled the razor to my wrist.

"BAILEY!! DON'T" Lucifer shouted.

"Go away, damn I thought you left" I sighed.

"I didn't, let me in" he shouted again.

"No" I sobbed.

Before I could blink he was standing in front of me.

"h-h-how did you" I started.

"I am supernatural remember I can do that shit, now give it" he said crouching and extending his hand out.

"No" I replied.

"Yes" he said snatching it.

"I need it" I begged.

"No you don't, I heard everything and im sorry bailey, I know it's hard but you can't do this to yourself" he sighed.

I wanted pain I wanted it so bad.

"Then fuck me" I abruptly said.

"What" he said shocked.

"Have sex with me, fuck me hard and hurt me, until I break, please I want pain, just hurt me" I begged and pleaded.

He grabbed me and pulled me into a hug, and held me tight.

"No, I will NEVER hurt you, not like that, not ever" he explained.

"Do it" I cried.

"I could kill you bailey" he worried.

"I don't care, I don't want to live anyway, either you do it or I will find someone who will, or ill cut, it's your choice" I yelled, I could see he was torn apart trying to choose, his eyes filled with pain and knew what he had to do.

"Fine" he snarled, pushing me into the bed and being really rough, not long and we were both naked and he was aligned at my entrance, I nodded for entry.

"I haven't warmed you up yet, it'll tare" he worried.

"So...just do it" I shouted.

He nodded, hesitant he was just about the enter when;

"AAAHHHH WHAT THE HELL" she screamed.

"MOM!! Oh my god" I mentally slapped myself.