Kiss the light goodbye

chapter eight

‘Shit bailey, you could have died, do you know what that shit can do” he stated.

“Of course I do” I yelled back.

“Then why?” Lucifer begged.

“Because I’m done” I sighed.

“What do you mean done?” he asked.

“I mean I done with it all, life, people, breathing, I have had enough, I don’t care what happens” I huffed. Lucifer clutched his shirt and held back his tears.

“Bailey…. You... how long have you felt like this?” he sobbed.

“I can’t remember all I know is, it’s been a long time” I sighed again.

“Then come with me” he grinned.

“Where” I asked...

“With me, to hell” Lucifer persuaded. 

“Hahaha, because I want to go and stay in hell” I snorted.

“I’m not joking, and it’s not like in the books, well it is, but only in some places, you would stay with me In my castle, and its nothing evil and fiery like in books, I promise” he pleaded.

I didn’t know what to say, but I didn’t want to go, I mean live in hell as his bitch, please like I’m gunna do that.

“Let me think about it” I sighed, not knowing what else to say.

“Well let me know by morning, because I’m leaving then” he smiled.

“Ok I will” I replied and walked up to my room and went to bed, I couldn’t really sleep, I mean who could after hearing what I have heard, this has been some week, am I dreaming, this shit is crazy.

Lucifer’s POV: 

He was a shipwreck, how can I help, I don’t want bailey to feel like this, and then it hit me…

“Then come with me” I smiled.

“Where?” he asked dumbfounded.

“With me, to hell” I persuaded.

“Hahaha, because I want to willing go and stay in hell” he joked, I frowned.

“I’m not joking, it’s not like it is in the books, well it is, but only some places, you would stay with me in my castle, and its nothing evil or fiery, I promise” I convinced.

He stood there speechless, I felt pissed, but upset at the same time.

“Let me think about it” he sighed.

“Well let me know in the morning, because I’m leaving then” I smiled again.

“Ok I will” he replied and walked up to his room, I let myself out, and sat contemplated what just happened.

What in the hell am I doing, have I gone mad, first I save this boy, second he IS just a boy, a young boy, then I cook for him, help him, and kiss him, and now I asked him to live with me, I must be insane, I have never been like this to anyone I thought to myself, in awe of what I said to bailey.

“Hello again brother” I turned around and saw Michael, before I knew it he had his hand around my throat.

“Hey bro, what’s shakin” I said hoping he would get off me.

“Your dead” he threatened.

“Ha, umm why, I mean I heard about angelus getting out but come on man, no hard feelings” I grinned.

“Just shut up, god just hearing your wants makes me what to meme you and then myself” he spat.

“Come on, let go, I didn’t do anything wrong, let me help get angelus alright, let’s work together for once” I begged.

“Why would I want to work with you” he said disgusted.

“because you need me, I mean I let him out, unintentionally might I add, but he is strong and ruthless, one of us isn’t going to be enough and let’s face it, I’m more macho than you” I said grinning looking him up and down.

“Err, fine, you can help me catch him, but on one condition” he started.

“And what is that?” I asked.

“We kill him, not banish him, he is a lowly demon so it can be killed and this time he will” he sneered.

“Umm…… yep that is fine with me” I replied.

“Ok let’s go then, we leave now” he pressed.

“I can’t” I remembered I said I would stay with bailey until morning.

“Why not” he sighed.

“Bailey” I stated.

“That mere mortal” he said degrading bailey.

“Don’t you EVER call him that, I can tolerate all your other bullshit Michael but not that, NEVER say anything about bailey” I yelled, and Michael looked at me intrigued.

“Hmm, so you’re hot on this little boy then? When will you ever learn, don’t you know you can’t be with him, well at least not sexually” he grinned.

“What why not?” I asked confused.

“ok I guess I have to spell this out for you then; bailey is human, you are a supernatural being, one of the strongest supernatural beings, you can’t control yourself, I mean do you remember Kayla summers, she was a demon and you two went at it, do you remember the pain she was in and she was a demon, how do you think a small weak human body could handle that, and especially considering how long you put out for, wasn’t the last time your new record, 342 times in one day” he explained.

“Yeah it was that many… so?” I asked.

“So.. god you’re an idiot, he is human his body doesn’t have the stamina or strength to last that many times, let alone ONE time, you would hurt him, or break him, is it really worth that” he sighed, I do understand what he is saying but it still hurt to hear it.

“Fine, we will go now” I said frowning, I guess not being with him would be best, before we left I explained to Michael that I was going to leave bailey a goodbye note and then we left.

Bailey’s POV:

I woke up and it was still dark, I had a funny feeling but I couldn’t put my finger on it, I got up and hoped in the shower, I mean there was no point in trying to sleep considering I have to give lcuifer my answer soon, I don’t want to go but I think I want to be with him, there is something about him I can’t help but need him.

Getting out the shower I got dressed and went down stairs, and waited for Lucifer, it was light now and still he wasn’t here. I got up and paced around nervously scared of what to say when he shows up, walking past the kitchen I saw a piece of paper on the bench , it read;

Bailey,

 I had to leave early, I have many pressing matters to attend to, I know I said I want you to come with me, but I have changed my mind, you are better off without me, I can’t hurt you that way.

I’m sorry it had to come to this, but please be safe, and forget me.

Lucifer.

I dropped the paper and fell to the floor crying, the first person to care about me is gone, I felt empty and abandoned.