Ninjago Sister Scenarios

When you're depressed/ sad over something- Zane

⚠️TW : mentions of self harm, possible ED, BD⚠️

Jay's POV:

Y/n had just gotten in from school, and usually, we would watch clips of my old game show. (She loves taking the piss out of me). But for some reason, she went straight to her room. I followed her and tried to open the door but it was locked. "Y/n? Come on let me in" I begged. All I heard in response was her radio being put on at full blast.

"What the fuck is all that noise?" Kai asked, coming round the corner with Cole.

"Y/n is being antisocial and I don't like it" I replied.

"Maybe she's just had a stressful day at school and needs some space to de-stress" Cole suggested. We all agreed that was the most likely option so just left her to it until she's ready to talk about whatever it is that's made her act like this.

Your POV:

Why am I such a mistake? I can't seem to do anything right! If I try too hard I look desperate, but if I don't try at all, I look lazy. I just want to fit in: be pretty, have the perfect body, and the perfect smile with spot free skin. Maybe if I don't eat, I'll loose some weight. The girls at school have been saying I would look much nicer if I wasn't so fat. Or maybe, I can just cut it off ? What am I saying? I shouldn't listen to them, I look perfectly fine... right? Cole is dating me so surely I look okay.  Or is he just dating me out of pity?

Before I even realised what I was doing, one of my arrows were in my hand and the tip dug into my waist. I hissed in pain as the sharp tool created a deep cut down my waist. I quickly pulled the arrow away and chucked it to the other side of the room after noticing the damage I caused. What have I done? I pulled my top down and threw on an oversized hoodie in hopes of hiding the blood that was beginning to seep through the fabric.  I unlocked my door and carried on as normal, trying not to limp or wince as pulses of searing pain attacked my side.

Jay's POV:

Something is wrong. Y/n is unusually quiet. I don't know whether it's because Zane is out of town on a mission with Lloyd and Nya, or if something has really upset her. I walked into the game room and saw her sat with her headphones on so I carefully took them off her head so I didn't startle her.

"Dinner is ready. We ordered pizza considering none of us can really cook" I joked lightly, hoping to make her smile, even if it was just a small one.

"Oh, I'm not really hungry. I'm a bit tired from school so I might just go to bed early" she whispered,  slowly making her way out of the room. 

"Oh okay, we'll save you some anyways just in case you wake up hungry" I called after her.

"Don't bother Jay, I'm good" she called back. Then her door slammed shut. I really wish I knew what was wrong with her. Maybe it is because Zane has been gone for a while and won't be back for a bit yet. 

I walked into the kitchen and saw the others had already started their pizza. "Where's y/n? Didn't you literally just go out to get her?" Kai asked.

"She said she's not hungry. Also, I did notice that when she walked away she had a bit of a limp. She was obviously trying her best to hide it but she wasn't doing a good job of it" I shrugged my shoulders. 

"Not hungry? That doesn't make any sense. She has Zane as her brother and he's always cooking things, and she's always testing them out. Y/n is always up for some food. And, about the limp, maybes she just twisted her ankle or something walking up the steps to get on the Bounty?I know I've done that a couple times. If it was anything serious she probably would've spoken about it by now" Cole said. 

"Maybe we just have to wait until she comes to us?" Kai suggested, "we all know she isn't the best with expressing her emotions so I don't want to push her if she isn't ready to talk yet".

Cole and I both agreed and just carried on as normal. 

Your POV: 

I can hear everything they're saying. And they're right: I do always try out Zane's cooking. I need to do something about this, I can't go on the way I am anymore. The disregarded arrow across the room was calling out to me. I don't want to do it but, maybe, if I just do one little incision? That shouldn't be too bad right? Just one small cut and then I'll be fine. 

The arrow was back in my hand without thinking and the sharp tip went straight into my skin on my other hip. I shouted in pain and then covered my mouth with my hand so I didn't alert the others. This cut was deeper than the other one. The aftermath was more painful, harder to bear. 

I hit the floor with a thud, the arrow going deeper due to the impact, causing a cry to leave my lips. "Y/n? You good in there?"

Shit.

Black dots clouded my vision but I could make out 3 figures rushing over to me. I felt myself being picked up and rushed somewhere, but I was surrounded by darkness before I could see where. 

Cole's POV: 

Why? Why would she do this? She's perfect. Luckily, PIXAL was still staying in the Bounty so she was able to remove the arrow from y/n's side and stitch up her wounds. "Jay! You're gonna wear a fucking hole in the carpet with all your pacing" Kai warned. 

"I'm sorry?! My best friend has been harming herself, and not eating for god knows how long! And you're concerned about the carpet being ruined!?" Jay argued. 

My eyes stayed on y/n the entire time. I haven't left her side in the medbay since we brought her in a couple hours ago. Her eyes start to flutter open, a whimper leaving her lips.

"Guys! I think she's waking up" I told them, silencing their squabbling. 

They both rushed over to the other side of the bed she was lying on and waited patiently. Y/n's eyes opened fully and she looked around at her surroundings, still slightly dazed. "Hey y/n/n, how you feeling?" Jay whispered. 

"Sore" she mumbled.

"C-can I ask what happened?" Kai wondered, clearly hesitating because he knows she's not the best with talking things out. Y/n's face dropped so I rubbed circles onto her hand comfortingly. 

"It's okay love, you don't have to say anything if you're not ready" I said softly. 

"I - it was errm... s-some girls from sc-school" she stuttered, "I didn't th-think much of it at first but then it got ... ermmm i-it got worse, and I- I started to believe them". A few stray tears ran down her face but Jay wiped them away before carefully hugging her. 

"Hey, hey, you're okay y/n/n, you're okay. You know you can talk to us right? About anything?" he questioned. She nodded her head as a response. 

"Even me. I mean, I might not give you the best advise at times and I'll probably encourage you to do the wrong option, but I'm always here to listen to your problems. Even any boy drama with Cole" Kai added, laughing lightly which earned a small smile of y/n.

"Thank you|" she whispered. 

I decided to finish this chpater after a couple of months of having it half done. I am trying to update the story more because I have tons of chapters drafted but it might take awhile longer than I planned since I've lost my laptop. Just bear with me and I'll get the chapters to you as quick as I can.

Also, thank you so muvh for 6.3K I really appreciate it.