‼️Unfortunately I have to add this IMPORTANT note now to all of my stories. Today, October 3rd (which was supposed to be happy, with it being national bf day and season 3 of heartstopper released)
But I was told at least one of my books was, copied, stolen and put on another website.
Please be careful with other websites. But know that THIS is MY work. ONLY ON WATTPAD.‼️
Do NOT read it ANYWHERE else. STOLEN work is a CRIME. I will not take this lightly.
I've put my time, energy, heart and soul into my work.
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Now please enjoy this,
[Not my song, starting playing as I wrote this]
This is a list of everything that stress me out and maybe you too.
No particular order. (That kinda stressed my OCD, hahahahha.... Uhhh 🥲)
[⚠️Warning, might cause overthinking, spiraling, going down a rabbit hole, eta]
1- Parents.
2- Rest of the family.
3- Bills.
4- Tax.
5- School.
6- Math.
7- Grades.
8- Always being judged.
9- Anxiety of course 🥲
10- OCD
11- Skin picking disorder (Stress➡️picking➡️stress)
12- Being LGBTQ+
13- Eating disorder.
14- Spelling.
15- Being an adult.
16- Trying to make it by in this economy.
17- Karen's.
18- Those "men"
19- baD Grammer, grandma? (grammar)
20- How many things that could kill you at any moment.
21- Eating junk food (feels good in the moment, then guilt)
22- Planning things.
23- Not talking or seeing friends/family.
24- Having empathy can be a horrible curse.
25- Fear of pregnancy.
26- Low pain intolerance.
27- FOMO (fear of missing out)
28- Losing your memory.
29- Being trapped in a awful place.
30- Your own family/friends being bullies.
31- Other people or students bullying or hurting you.
32- Animal abuse. 🤬😭
33- Being left out.
34- Loud, rough storms.
35- Panic attacks (sometimes come out of nowhere)
36- People calling you lazy, when trying your hardest.
37- Harmful thoughts.
38- Actually committing SH.
39- Not being able to help.
40- Not knowing something.
41- Being broke.
42- Being homeless.
43- Things triggering PTSD.
44- Something bad happening, especially if it's the same thing again.
45- Step parents.
46- Body shaming.
47- No one understanding mental illnesses.
48- Having to mask (pretend your okay)
49- Dreams not being real. (I just what to escape)
50- Being trapped in this society, in this world.
51- Depression.
52- Humans just existing. (Seriously, humans should be extinct.)
53- Fear of the dark.
54- Fear of the unknown.
55- Fear of the afterlife.
56- Trying to stand up and change things, doesn't end well. (Protest become riots, jail, people killed)
57- The constant put down of EVERYONE. (Male, female, LGBTQ+, colored, animals too and even nature)
58- Never "perfect"
59- Never "normal"
60- Having to be a certain way, cookie cutter. "Normal"
61- Being told your "stupid" "slow"
62- Teachers having to babysit, grading you. (People, especially kids, deserve love. Not numbers)
63- Phone calls.
64- Doctor appointments.
65- Dentist appointments.
65- Hospital visits, ambulance rides, and the bills.
67- Constant work. (So much for being free)
68- Freedom of speech. (People abuse this, using it to hate. While real problems get denied.)
69- No abortions!? (if it's not your body, NOT your opinion! Pro choice ✊)
70- Using religion to hate. (Hiding behind it)
71- Literally living in The Hunger Games.
72- Having or not having siblings.
73- Being alone or lonely.
74- Having to dress uncomfortably, not how you'd like.
75- Having people interrupt you. (Talking, thinking)
76- Waking up suddenly or early.
78- Not being in a comfortable place. (Temporary or permanently.)
79- Needing therapy and medication but being scared to get it.
80- Not having anyone you can trust to tell.
81- No one understanding what you mean or need.
82- Peer pressure.
83- Innocent people, animals and the entire planet being harmed.
84- Horrible things happening constantly, out of control.
85- Dark thoughts come back after doing well.
86- Relapsing.
87- Having medical issues. (Hard to deal with, fix, pay for)
88- Having a Dream you'll never had. ❤️🩹
89- Being a Dreamer in this world. ☁️
90- Being overstimulated.
91- Being hurt, assaulted, SA.
92- Being robbed or killed.
93- Dying a painful death.
94- The fear of living forever.
95- Being an old soul, wise for your age.
96- Put down for everything. (Even by family. What happened to follow your dreams!?)
97- Being bad at a skill, task, hobby, job, eta.
98- Feeling emotional or numb for no real reason.
99- Dysmorphia.
100- The fact I wrote these down in less than an hour.
Playlist:
• 1 800 273 8255- Logic, Alessia Cara, Khalid.
•What was I made for?- Billie Ellish.
•I got everything I wanted- Billie Ellish.
•Pumpkin Pie- Ryan Caraveo .
•Remember this- NF.
•Outrunning karma- Alec Benjamin.
•Serotonin- Girl in red.
•Surface Pressure- Jessica Darrow.
•Labour- Paris Paloma.
•Things are gonna get better- Neffex.
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I know this was emotional, but the next chapter will be about all the positives! So wait for that 🫶🏻
Even in the worst days, music helps me. So I'm jamming out now 🤘🎶🎧
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