It's hard to find motivation or help.
It's hard to find the energy to just get out of bed. Just stepping outside for a few minutes.
Not knowing your real self.
Having no one to talk to.
Being mentally drained.
Being "lazy"
Being "dumb"
Fearing for showing your true self.
Fear of change.
Fear of doctors or therapists.
Finally building up the energy or motivation, then...
Something happens.
Someone says something.
The weather changes.
The vibe gets ruined...
Whatever it may be, it ruins everything.
Then it's yet another day of bed rotting and doom scrolling.
Your in pain and no one sees.
Strangers understand you better, than your own blood.
❤️🩹🌦️
But it's okay.
Things will change, for the better.
Some days are bad.
Some weeks drag on.
Sometimes life gets draining.
But there will always be good days.
Good things await you.
Look up to the sky, take a deep breath and smile.
You have made it this far.
I am incredibly proud of you.
Your doing great sweetie.
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Up and Down, Around and Around
Random[Trigger Warning ⚠️] This is a vent book. The ups and downs of life. Sometimes it gets really dark, other times it can be so happy and positive. The stress of life takes it toll. I hope this makes you feel comforted, knowing your not alone. Some day...
