There's always stress, so here's my current list! 😱
(Maybe you'll relate)
-Growing older.
-Needing therapy and probably medications.
-Having to tell my family the truth.
-Having to go to the doctor. (Long overdue
checkup... plus shots 😭😰)
-Change... always stressing about change. But it's so needed.
-Worrying about school and where I'm gonna be.
-Is there even a job I'm capable of doing?
-Forgetting so much. I can't remember my life... why? 😥😖🕰️
-Also forgetting passwords and worrying I'll need it for something important... 😰😓
-Barely being able to take of myself.
-I'm doing alright... yet- sometimes I just feel like breaking down. Like- depression is coming back again... I can't go through that again. Please. No.
-I barely talk to anyone... I'm in a home I love. But surrounded my empty air. Why doesn't anyone actually try to check on me?
-My own family can't manage to see me once a year anymore! Wtf!? Y-you said you loved me!
What is my life...
Can't forget existential dread!
...
After October... what am I gonna do?
Where will I be?
Who- will I be?
I'm worried I won't make it.
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Oh and when I was a kid, one of my teachers (don't remember the grade... can't remember anything apparently)
But anyways, she gave me a book called Whimberly Worried...
Huh... I wonder why? 🤔🫢
At least a few teachers noticed.
But that guidance counselor didn't do shit!
If only she could see me now 😅
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I'm trying so hard... please tell me it's enough.
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Up and Down, Around and Around
Aléatoire[Trigger Warning ⚠️] This is a vent book. The ups and downs of life. Sometimes it gets really dark, other times it can be so happy and positive. The stress of life takes it toll. I hope this makes you feel comforted, knowing your not alone. Some day...
