About my cat Cuddles, finding and loosing love. Innocence and happiness taken away.
"I'm glad I knew you."
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I miss seeing him.
I miss his hugs.
I miss holding him.
I miss kissing him.
I miss his soft fur.
I miss his meows.
I miss his little chirps to the birds.
I miss his big bright blue eyes.
I miss him.
I miss him for what he was.
What he could have been.
And what he symbolized.
So how the fuck am I supposed to move on!?
He gave me hope.
He gave me passion.
He gave me comfort.
He gave me love.
He gave me innocence.
He gave me happiness.
He was pure.
He was my Angel.
He was more than just a cat.
We were one in the same.
We came together in life.
Helping and supporting each other in the worst parts of life.
Until we were ripped apart.
In a twisted tragedy.
Yet, where would I be without him?
If it wasn't for him-
If I hadn't lost him-
Where would I have been?
Who would I have become?
Perhaps, the butterfly effect is true.
It's our reality.
One change.
Could change it all.
🕊️
He had saved me.
But I couldn't save him?...
Why was he taken?
What did I do?
What did he do?
"What was the ReAsOn!?"
[Only videos I could quickly find with the right audio]
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Why was he taken!?
He was to young!
He didn't deserve it!
He was an innocent life caught in the cross fire of humans.
Humans are a terrible creation.
The worst monster.
They said I was paranoid.
They called me crazy.
They called me weak.
But I knew.
I saw.
I hear.
I felt.
I tried to speak but they wouldn't let me.
Until the next morning.
When they fears became reality.
He was dead.
Why didn't they listen?
Why was I given this so called "gift"
Just for them to ignore it?
Do you have any idea what it's like to actually KNOW the future!?
To know that your best friend is going to die!?
Knowing you can't do anything!?
Now he's gone.
🪦💔
Yet I somehow found happiness?
Peace?
It took so long.
But I found my home.
For now...
But how long can it really last?...
Sometimes, I just wanna go be with him.
I hope there's peace.
I want to see him, and the others I've lost.
Again.
I want to die, be at peace, be happy.
I want to get out of this world.
Be some place- better.
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Oh and you can't forget the day we moved into our new house, I stayed up in the living room. Sitting in a camping chair, watching videos on my phone.
Then saw something terrible.
Yet again.
Horrible news.
Technoblade was dead.
Rip Alex
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Up and Down, Around and Around
Random[Trigger Warning ⚠️] This is a vent book. The ups and downs of life. Sometimes it gets really dark, other times it can be so happy and positive. The stress of life takes it toll. I hope this makes you feel comforted, knowing your not alone. Some day...
