My first contact

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The noises are killing me... there's too much. I don't know what to do, because I don't want to be noticed. I just want to live in peace, nothing much. Except that this world is full of crap, which living in is not worth it. I just want to... how do you say that, have a better life or something worth living for.
As time goes by, nothing have worth in this world. It's empty, and I'm alone, crying inside for some reason, because I want to live, but it's hard as hell. I have nothing to live for. Unless... no, stupid idea.
Another boring day were the noises grow stronger and stronger... just shut up. I don't want to hear them, they're too noisy! I swear, it's driving me crazy.
I just thought of something, can I be considered as a... noise? Am I that annoying that people think I'm a noise? I. DON'T. CARE. I want to die! Living is a mess, it's hard and I don't see a reason why not!
I'm bored, and I don't even know why. It's not a noisy day and it's a really good day, the sun is shining, the bird are singing, some flowers are blooming (AN: omg an Undertale reference!?) what a good day... to stay inside your home and to lament about life... even if the noises are becoming calmer. A little bit to calm. I'm scared of disappearing with them... I want to exist... wait... what? No I don't. What am I saying? Why am I lying? Do I lie to myself, so I can feel better? Pfff... what a nightmare.
Why are people talking to me? I'm not that interesting. Can you just leave me alone. I don't want to have friends. Or do I? Am I lying to myself once again? What do I do? I... need to stop listening to this noises and just ask :

"Hey, um... what do you want to talk about?"

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