A misconception of love

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What I thought I feel was love but no. It was hatred. I wanted to love them, but I couldn't convince myself to do so. All I could do is accept this feeling that I didn't want. I forced myself to love them, but I couldn't do it. I'm truly sorry. I really wish I could do as so but... no. If only I saw it sooner. Sooner that I didn't love you. I wanted to, really but... I was scared about what could happen to you. I'm truly sorry. I promise. Stop loving me, it's for your own good. I can't love you back and I will never love you. I'm truly sorry. Please, go away now. I hate you but I don't want you to suffer. Believe me. Stop! You make me feel like a horrible person! Why do you want me to be with you! The only thing I do is hurt you... Please stop! I don't want to hurt you, please! GO. AWAY!
After a while, he stopped. But they cried. A lot. I saw them, and couldn't do anything. I just stand there. Awkwardly looking at them. That was it. And I just asked myself :

"What do I do now?"

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