Broad Love

Chapter Six

~PJ~

Telling Dan that I loved him went better than expected. The best case scenario actually. Not only was he okay with it, he let me kiss him. And he kissed me back. Everything I hoped for was happening and I couldn't be more thankful. Somehow I managed to convince him that the best "remedy" to get over Phil was to sleep with someone else and as luck had it, it was me. Well, sort of me. We didn't have sex, just made out a lot and took our shirts off (Jesus that boy is sexy) but we did fall asleep together. It was cute and I felt happy for once; I hope he felt the same.

When I woke up, the other side of the bed was empty and the door was open. I sat up confused at first, not remembering what I was doing sleeping in Dan's room. When the events of the night before finally came back to me, a smile spread on my lips. Lips that had been kissed by Daniel Howell. Slowly, I arose from the bed and walked to the kitchen where Dan was making breakfast. Still in his pyjama bottoms without a shirt himself, I snuck up behind him and wrapped my arms around his waist, burying my face in the crook of his neck. He jumped a little, then relaxed when he knew it was me.

"Good morning." He said almost laughing.

"Hmm." I mumbled, pressing lazy kisses into his soft, warm skin. My curls must have brushed the sensitive parts of his neck, as he was now freaking out and swatting me out of instinct. Luckily, I dodged his flailing limbs and jumped back laughing at how adorably strange he was.

"Sorry." I chuckled, walking to sit down on the sofa.

"No- it's not your fault. You know, it's just I have a thing about my neck." He explained.

"Really? You didn't seem to have a 'neck thing' when I was leaving my marks all over it last night." Dan blushed furiously and started concentrating really hard on pouring his cereal. "By the way I'm making a video I want you to be in today so you might wanna find a way to cover those up."

Dan walked over to the sofa with his bowl of Shreddies and sat down next to me with a semi-serious look on his face. "Peej- about what happened...."

"What about it?" I cut him off. I didn't mean to sound hostile, but he was sounding like he was going to go back on his feelings about me. If he did, I knew it was going to hurt and.

Dan sighed. "It was- I don't know. It was nice, but I'm not sure what exactly it means to me. I know how it felt, that it was like releasing all the stress. But I just- don't know. I'm not ready for another relationship, but I don't think I want to stop this. You see what I mean?"

I thought for a second about what he was saying. So he doesn't want to stop, but he doesn't want to be in a relationship? Does that mean...? Suddenly it clicked, and I realized what he was saying. A wide grin spread across my face just at the thought of the possibilities. I could have Dan without all of the complicated shit. We could still be friends like we always were, but the best parts are still there. I didn't know that I wanted it specifically to be that way, but that might be the way it should be.

"Yeah." I said finally. "I completely understand."

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A/N: Hey guys! I'm sorry I haven't updated in a while (I was on holiday) but here is the next chapter! I will try really hard to finish this story before I go to a camp in a week, but if I don't then I'll finish it when I get back. Also sorry for how crappy the writing is I've just had a bit of writer's block but I'm full of ideas now and I'll try to be better!

That's all for now!

~Later :3~