Sunshine

Bliss and Blood*

*This chapter is solely the sex scene, so if you don't want it, skip this chapter.*

His fingers danced across my bare skin, exploring the surface. He picked me up and laid me gently on the bed. He moved slowly this time, trying not to scare me again.

He crawled into bed beside me and trailed a finger up my bare stomach. His gaze seemed to be permanently red at this point; it did worry me a little bit, but he didn't seem to be crazed.

He kissed my hand, letting his lips trail up my arms and over my body. His fingers and lips seemed to move all over, exploring every inch of me; it felt like I was getting warmer and warmer. It was a delicate pleasure washing over me. I was surprised at how focused he became when he reached my chest. I had no idea that there was such pleasure. This seemed to go on forever, not that I minded. His tongue licked at my nipples; it was as if he expected gods nectar to come out of them.

Just having him touch me almost felt like I was going to explode, but his tongue and his lips added a thick layer of ecstasy. I felt dazed until he kissed my neck again and rubbed between my legs.

A moan escaped me, and I finally blushed, covering my mouth. The sound felt embarrassing, and otherworldly, but the pleasure kept rolling, making my head smack back. At first, the intense pleasure sent fear through me. He paused, gazing at me for a moment. As if to let me catch up a little. His hands ran up my stomach and then cupped my breasts. He sighed, his nose trailing up my jawline just under my hands, which hid my face.

"Don't be afraid." He whispered into my ear, and he went back to working whatever magic he had. "Don't hide yourself either." He pulled my hands from my face and kissed them each.

I felt so emotional; I have never felt so loved in my life. All the past pains paled in comparison to this. Anyone who has ever touched me or hurt me has lessened. His touch was all I ever wanted again. He pulled away, looking at me with such a soft expression. "I love you so much, Mori." He climbed over me and encircled me in his arms.

"I-I love you more, Kakashi." I whispered it and wrapped my arms around his neck. I pulled myself up to his face and kissed him deeply. I felt like we could fall forever like this, like time had moved so fast and slowly. I loved being able to be like this with him. I knew the next part; I wasn't that naïve. I just didn't know how it would feel. I have never been one to even explore myself.

He looked at me carefully. "Love me more, hmm? and I hadn't planned to go that far, my dear." He said it but rubbed slowly. I felt like a wave was washing over me. "I wanted you to not be so rushed." He whispered it into my neck.

"It's--Okay--" I gasped.

He sighed and shook his head. "This is only about you, Mori." He said it, lowering his face between my legs.

In some ways, it felt amazing, and I never wanted it to stop, but in others, it felt like this rocket ship was flying to the moon at terrifying rates. My heart rate had gone up, pounding in my chest, and I was feeling so many new things. This might be the only time... and if it was only once, that was fine; I just wanted him... this one time without worry.

"Just focus on now, darling." He said it in a husky voice. "I will go ahead with it if it is what you want." Whatever he started doing with his tongue made my brain flatline. My body and mind reacted to him in their own way. I felt like I was my own being in this floating pleasure. My fingers gripped onto his arms which held my hips in place.

It felt like it was going to never end, but it just took me higher and higher. He made small comments about me, but I was too lost in the moment. He just chuckled in a deep way and then kissed me passionately. He whispered in my ear, and I nodded, something about the beginning. To tell him if it was too much. To just relax, but had he said pain?

The feeling that came next was weird. It hurt; the pleasure shot too painful very quickly. But as he moved, it faded a little, and I gripped onto him, unsure. I felt afraid for a moment. I whimpered, wanting it to fade away faster. No one had said it would hurt. 

He kissed me gently, trying to distract me from the pain. He wiped tears that I hadn't even noticed on my face. He hushed me, "Shh, oh, please don't cry. It will fade, I promise." He said it desperately. He looked down at me, raining delicate kisses down on my face as he held it. 

But he was right; it took a few long moments, but as I tried to relax, the pleasure came back in full force. As he moved in and out of me, it was like it was strumming at the feeling. I started to pant, feeling almost overwhelmed by the feeling. "K-Kkashi." I could barely say his name. It felt like I was stunned.

"I'm here. Don't you worry at all." He said it as he held onto my thighs. I was almost only half aware of what was going on.

But at one moment, I gasped in pain. "t-too much." I whimpered as he was going far too hard and fast. I felt like I was being torn in half. My fingers dug into his skin, and I sighed in relief as he slowed slightly. If he had been human, I'm sure he would have bled from my fingers.

"Sorry, I got carried away. Are you okay?" He asked me, and then, as I couldn't help but moan, he chuckled. "Oh, I love that sound." He leaned in, whispering it into my ear. "I'll keep that with me forever." How could even his breath on my ear send a tingle through me?

I would probably blush about it later. He seemed to be learning my body by the second. I felt like I was going up and up; the feeling got more and more intense. He was kissing my neck, making small noises. "UH--" His grip was getting a little tight. "Your scent," he moaned. It took me a second to process what was going on in the slightest. I whimpered as a slight pain went through my neck, but the pain faded fast; my mind was consumed by the other pleasant feelings going on. I hadn't realized how much I was holding onto him until the feeling exploded in me, and I let my hold slip, falling back into the bed.

I was breathing heavily. I... I never knew... it would feel like that.

I was tired. I realized then that Kakashi was really on my neck, but he seemed to be enjoying himself. He gasped, pulling away from me with a look of complete bliss. Crimson red dripped from his mouth. Wait... I felt lightheaded. Was it from love or... My hand went to my neck. I looked at my red hand, oh...

"Kashi..." I said his name but felt the pleasure fading fast; my voice was slurred. I was getting scared.

He was at my neck again. I braced for another bite, but I felt his tongue on my skin. "It's okay, Mori." He purred at me. "Please don't be afraid." He almost begged. I was shaking, and he seemed to notice quickly.  He frowned and wrapped his arms around me. "Shh, shh... it's okay, really." He said it more carefully now. He looked at me, worried.

I just shivered in his arms. I was okay... I ... I just wanted to sleep. I think....

He was still going steadily. "Ah, you did finish. Good." He seemed pleased, but then he groaned, "I never imagined you would make me feel this, Mori." But he still held me carefully, watching for any sign of pain. 

I was surprised as he kept going; he was a vampire. I suppose he didn't get tired. He chuckled a little, and then slowly he came to a stop. "Shall I end your suffering, little human?" He questioned me, amused.

I felt so sleepy... I was dozing off against my will. "I'm sorry. I feel so tired." I barely managed to say it. I heard his chuckling and felt his fingers gently caressing. I never felt such happiness in my life. I absolutely loved this man.

"It's alright; it was a big night for you. It's been nearly 2 hours anyway." He whispered it softly, a little amused still. 

I quickly slipped into what felt like a deep sleep.