Saving My Boyfriend

Chapter 31:| Saving My Boyfriend

Chapter Thirty-One: Saving My Boyfriend

I was waiting patiently for Mason to come home in his very own living room with Meghan.

"Is he going to continue school?" She asked me while texting someone on her phone.

"Yeah hopefully he won't have any run ins with the past." I said while biting my lip.

I honestly don't know why Mark would made Mason want to end his life. I mean he can't be that bad of a father right? Like I know they fight, but are there fights really this bad? How long have they even fought? I seriously have to ask Mason. But right now it's recovery time. And I'm going to be here for my boyfriend while he goes through it all. He needs my support. And gosh darn it that is what I'll do. I will support him.

"Hello Peyton." Amber greeted while walking in, and behind her was Mason and Mark.

"Whatever dad." Mason snapped while stomping up the stairs.

I then followed him and opened his bedroom door. To find him laying on his back on his bed.

"Hey." I said while straddling his waistband.

"He's so annoying." He sighed.

"I bet. How are you feeling?" I asked while rubbing his stomach.

"Like crap." He said with an irritated sigh.

"Awh I'm sorry." I frowned.

"It's not your fault." He sighed while kissing my frown.

"I feel like it is." I said while leaning against his shoulder.

"Peyton, I understand if you want to break up with me now. I mean, who on earth would want to date a suicidal freak?" He asked letting out a fake laugh.

"Mason Graham Davis, you are perfect to me in anyway possible. You probably don't see it, but I do. I see a handsome and bright person I'm so lucky to call my boyfriend. Do you honestly think that I would let your suicide attempt change my feelings for you? No matter what happens to you, I'll always see the boy that stole my heart. That made me want believe that there will be a forever for us. That's the guy that I see." I said while kissing him on the lips.

"Peyton, how did I get so lucky to have such a special girl in my life?" He asked with watery eyes.

I kissed his eyes when he closed them then when he opened them, he placed his lips on mine.

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"Do I have to take them?" He asked with a frown.

"Yes, two when you wake up, and two before you go to sleep." I said while sipping on my milkshake.

"The doctor said that I have to take these for two months." He said while eyeing the pill bottle of anti depressants.

"Yep, for two months you will be going to a support group as well." I said while flashing him a smile.

"Urgh, you gotta be freaking kidding me. Can you come with me?" He asked while putting his pill bottle back in the CVS bag.

"Of course I will Mason, I'll be with you throughout your whole recovery." I said while turning on my car engine.

"Did I tell you that your the best girlfriend ever?" He asked while grinning at me.

"Yeah, probably a million times everyday ever since we've been dating babe." I said with a smirk.

"Well your going to hear it from me again, you're clearly the best girlfriend ever." He said while giving me a lingering kiss on the lips.

"And your the best boyfriend ever darling." I said while pulling out of the parking spot.

"Hell yeah I am." He beemed while smiling to himself.

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"So, how's Mason doing?" Colby asked while flipping through the latest Seventeen magazine.

"He's good, just with Greyson playing some flag football with some random people." I chuckled while eating another Macaroon.

"Ah, does Grey know about Mason's suicide attempt?" She asked while looking up at me.

"The whole senior class knows of it Colby. And maybe a few nosey underclassmen as well." I sighed while giving her a pat on the arm and sitting down at my computer desk.

"How are you handling it?" She asked while closing the magazine and sitting on her butt on my bed and was looking at me waiting for a reply.

"Fine, yeah fine." I simply said with a confirmed nod.

"Come on Pey, you're lying." She sighed while texting on her phone then placing it back down next to her.

"How do you know?" I asked while looking at her.

"Peyton, the week after your mother's death, I asked you how you were feeling. You said the same thing like what you just said, your not fine. You're far from it. So Peyton, just don't pull that "I'm fine" bull and admit what you actually feel." She said while standing up and putting her hands on her hips and looking at me.

"Fine!! I'm not fine okay!? I almost lost him Colby Pamela!!!! I almost lost my boyfriend like I lost my own mother!!! I almost lost someone that means the world to me!!! Happy!? I am not okay!!!" I screamed while tears were streaming down my face.

"See? So what Peyton? What's your next plan!?" She asked while hugging me and looking at me.

"I'm know what I'm gonna be doing." I croaked out seriously.

"Do what Peyton Elizabeth?" She asked.

"I will be." I sighed.

"Be what?" She asked

"Saving my boyfriend." I breathed.