He Still Doesnt Want Me(FanVersion)

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"Goodbyes are not forever"

Alpha Xavier:-I was drowning, drowning under the shadows, drowning under the pain, the guilt, the shame, the noise, the attacks, the strong smell of decay, the betrayal, the omnipresent wards of dust circling. Anger convulsed into power as my hybrid took control and tore through the mass of rogue wolves, decapitating, shredding limb to limb until I reached the targetWith a flash I dove my right hand through his chest, the screech was intense and life snuck away. Elder Connor's flesh was lying on the garden with horror marring his eyes, and body contorted to an obtuse. My hybrid didn't stop at that it had taken control over my body with a mission, and wouldn't give it back until the mission's been accomplished. It shredded each enemy wolves to pieces and devoured their blood until the last drop.

After what felt like an eternity, my body gave away to exhaustion and intense guilt, a guilt of being an incapable alpha, underserving mate, disloyal hybrid wolf. I slowly sank back to the holy ground, it was time for a deep sleep, most deserving sleep. I heard blur of voices, screams of what felt like Jenna, Cameron, and my army of wolves. I gave them a peaceful smile and drifted off to sleep.

Jenna:-Seconds churned into minutes, minutes cemented into hour, Hour descended into days. Days trickled down into months of silence and gut-wrenching pain...

Cameron:-Watching your loved ones suffer and not being able to do any damn thing, leaves a deeper wound which is really hard to get through. We did win against the rogues, but it costed the pack's happiness, mental peace and harmony. It's been quite a few months since the fight, but that was just the tip of 'all hell gonna break loose'.

Xav due to the usage of extreme power had almost lost one half of his hybrid, he has since been in and out of the pack hospital where the doctors are trying to get his wounds healed and awaken the hybrid. Jenna has become the wall butterfly, she sits lost beside Xavier and keeps searching for that miracle, those old days perhaps, those days will sadly never come back....

The entire pack has gotten news of what happened and have started protesting and dissing Xavier for disrespecting the moon goddess and going against her. There has been severe unrest and many uprisings lately, which have forced the former Alpha/Luna to come down and take incharge of the power for the time being.

As to Raven hes just..

Raven:-Broken..Despair..Anger

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Darkness

Mom:-Why did the moon Goddess have to play such a sick joke with my daughter? Why? She's been in comatose and under medical supervision since months. First my husband then my daughter. What did I ever do to you to receive such treatment?May I come in Maam?

I looked up at the source and almost instantly grimace turned into bitterness. Why are you still here? Putting my daughter through grave trauma wasn't enough for you? And who am I kidding? I am also the one to be blamed, instead of listening to my daughter, like a fool I believed in the mate bond and hoped that she would get an ending which I wasn't able to.I began to cry and was embraced by Gab, "Aunty Please! You need to take care of yourself, you have neither been eating nor sleeping well" Standing at the door was Alpha Xavier for the millionth time trying to talk to me. He inched towards me, but Gabe dismissed him with a wave of hands.

A nurse walked out of the emergency room to us and announced, "She is waking up"........

Scaredypup:-I was drowning and downing to the pit of the ocean, fleeting moments of a voice murmuring "Scaredypup you will not give, but mostly was surrounded by noiseless darkness, which had borne a sense of familiarity but then there was this touch, which sent a spark full of warmness and love to the bottom of my core. Long spell of dark fluttered with speckles of light....

15 days laterI have been cooped up in my room post discharge. About how I am feeling, "There is just no feeling". When you face death, you don't seem to feel anything. My best friends had taken it upon themselves to camp in my room, never tried to bother me, because I know more indulged in talking to people.

6 months laterAfter remaining cooped up in my room, missing school, escaping on normalcy, avoiding Raven like a plague, I had come to a solid decision, once for myself by me.

Two of my best friends were busy packing my bags, when one of them spoke up, "Are you sure about this?" I nodded and replied to myself in my mind, "Never been so sure of a decision made by moi". Gabe continued, "Will you at least meet him?" I spoke, "Of course, going nowhere without meeting him".

I found him perched at the same spot, since the last few months of me discharged, outside my window, but never did he once forced me to meet him. I started walking towards him with heaviness in my heart. He looked up and gave me a soft smile, the one that would melt your heart. "Raven".. 

He tilted his head and replied, "Wow! Look who has decided to grace us with her presence, the highness herself!" I let out a chuckle, thinking somethings never change.

He got up and walked upto me, without even him touching me, I could feel the spark between us, it was probably always there, just I never noticed. "You seem lost? Anything special that you chose to come see me?" I took a long breath of silence before speaking up, "I have decided to move Raven, move to a different city, to start things afresh, I tried to stay here, but just cant bring myself to, after pondering a lot, finally thought its best in the interest of me to take a break from this town.." 

He had tears pooled at the corner of his eyes, noddingly replied, "I understand". He came closer and asked, "Can I?" I nodded yes. Raven pulled me for a bone crushingly warm hug. Without an ounce of question or grimace he was there for me, my mate!

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Hello!

Its been a good while, I know I have been MIA since last couple of months, thats cuz I had things to deal with, of course dont wanna give any sort of excuses, its completely my fault that I made all of ya to wait, but finally the last chapter is here.....

Share your thoughts on this chapter, what did you expect it to be? Did you like it or not? You guys might have few more questions, but I wanted the chapter to be open ended. Also I might write an epilogue in the future, but till then this is where it all ends atleast from my side:)

Ciao!

Stay tuned for my original works! Exciting times ahead

Sam