"Aapko dusri shaadi kar leni chahiye".
Kavya whispered.
Manvik's eyes widened and soon he became furious.
He held her shoulder tightly, hurting her unknowingly
"Tuje pata bhi hai tu kya bol rahi hai?! Hosh me to hai na tu ?!"
He shook her by her shoulder.
"Me sahi keh Rahi hu shayad-"
Manvik cut her in mid and shouted at her
"Tu ese bol bhi kese sakti hai?! Tere liye me vaha khada raha , maasa se jagda Kiya , teri khaatir unse baat nahi kar raha!! Aur tu yaha pe muje chhodne ki baat kar rahi hai?!"
Manvik can only see red... He wanted to be with her ..but she is maybe blind to see his love for her According to manvik.
He left her shoulder and went out of the room.
Kavya's tears fell from her eyes as she is confused and frustrated of her situation.
Wiping her tears ,she went down with the tea cup which manvik didn't drink just because of her.
Her view was blurring time to time because her tears weren't stopping.
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At evening
Manvik came home and still had frown on his face. He didn't talked much and left after having dinner quickly.
Kavya made her way upstairs after finishing her chores.
Manvik was laying on his side of bed. Kavya quietly took her clothes and went in bathroom.
After she came , she turned off the lamps and layed down beside him. His back was facing her. She turned to him and looked at his back.
She couldn't help but she'd tears will gazing at him resulting in her pillow getting soaked by the tears.
She wanted to be in his arms but he is too angry for her to approach.
She heaved a breath as she tried to control her sobs.
She was thinking all this when , manvik got up from his bed and took something from the drawer of nightstand and went towards the balcony.
Kavya didn't moved as she was wiping her tears.
She looked back at him after a while to see him smoking.
She couldn't stop herself from going to him and stop him. She knew it was because of her that he is smoking his stress out.
"Aap kya kar rahe hai yeh..mat kijiye na.."
She said but her voice cracked.
Manvik puffed the smoke out and looked at her.
"Tu kon hoti hai muje yeh sab bolne waali?"
"Meri vajah se-"
"Muje Teri juthi chinta nahi chahiye smaj gai.. tuje itna pyaar karne ke baad bhi agar tu mujse dur jaana chahti hai to ab me nahi rokunga."
Manvik said while again taking the cigarette in his mouth.
Kavya looked at him with teary eyes... how will she say that she knows that he loves her but she didn't wanted to destroy his life. He is mukhiya , he needs heir.
She looked down as a tear escaped her eyes...she slowly back away and went to bed and lay down their facing the opposite side.
Meanwhile manvik felt pang on his heart when she didn't even tried to tell him that she also loves him.
Kavya felt like it would be easier for them to part ways if they already have distanced themselves with eachother.
Kavya shed more tears while trying to sleep. Soon darkness engulfed her and she went to sleep.
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It has 3 days that they haven't talked. Kavya was feeling like she really has problem in her body as now she started feeling sick.
Constant headache was the main problem. But she thought that it was because of the stress she is taking.
It was late at night and manvik still hasn't returned making kavya worried.
At around 2 am , the door opened with thud and there entered a drowsy manvik.
Because of the loud noice , kavya flinched and looked at him. She stood up and went to him but he backed away.
"Dur , mujse dur.."
He whispered and made his way to the bed.
Kavya felt her eyes tearing.
He flopped himself in the bed and layed down.
Kavya went to him again and carefully sat beside him.
"Aapko kuch laadu?"
She said as she whispered because she was controlling her from crying.
Manvik sat up properly infront of her
"Kyu juthi chinta dikha rahi hai ha? Aakhir jab tuje mere saath rehna hi nahi hai to muje lagaav kyu dikha rahi hai?"
Manvik said sternly while frowning at her.
Tears rolled down her eyes as manvik's eyes soften looking at her.
She was just looking down with her eyes closed letting all the tears out.
Manvik's hand caressed her cheeks , feeling the touch she looked at him.
"Kyu? Kyu dur Jana chahti hai tu mujse? Kya tuje dikh nahi Raha ki me tujse kitna pyaar karta hu? Ya tu mujse pyaar nahi karti...?"
He said softly.
Kavya shook her head as a sob left her lips.
"To phir kya baat hai. Me esa kya Karu ki tu muje chhod ke na jaaye. Maasa se me baat kar lunga, baato se na maane to ladaai kar lunga bas tu mujse dur mat jaane ki baat kar"
He said things in his drunk state which he would hesitate to speak while being sober.
"Me tere Bina nahi reh paunga , tu sach batana muje , kya tu mere Bina reh payegi? Kya tu mujse pyaar nahi karti hai??"
A tear escaped manvik's eyes. Kavya saw manvik crying first time. She engulfed him in hug and tighten her hands around him.
She sobbed in his chest. He also hugged her and hide his face in her neck.
"Me nahi chhod ke Jana chahti aapko , me bhi nahi jee paungi aapke bina..par is Ghar ko varis ki zarurat hai... Aur muje lagta hai me woh nahi de paaungi..."
She sobbed more.
"Nahi kavu , iss ghar ko sirf teri zarurat hai...muje sirf teri zarurat hai. Tu kuch bhi aur mat soch"
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