sober // s.wilk

(9) Don't Do Anything You'll Regret

Avianna

My eyes flutter open and I find myself laying in bed naked, my body tangled with Sams. The memories of last night began flooding through my mind, as I stupidly smile to myself. We don't ever really have sex, surprisingly. Maybe three or four times every few months.

I recall what he said, the first time we had sex (in which, I lost my virginity), "I'm not going to force you to do things that you don't want. If you're up for it , then I'm happy to oblige." Most people think my relationship with Sams consists of as much sex as possible but that was far from what it was. We made out a lot and it got pretty intense, but it would usually stop when we were half naked.

I wasn't really big on PDA either. It was just the subtle things, like holding hands, hugging, quick pecks on the lips. Usually when he would be leaving for LA or anywhere that wasn't Omaha, that's when I could care less about PDA and kiss Sam like there was no tomorrow. Or if we were with a small group of friends, hanging out at their house.

Sammy murmurs in his sleep, but I couldn't distinguish was he was saying. I brought his head in between my neck, and my fingers interweaving themselves in patches of his hair. His arm wraps around my bare stomach, and his eyes open, adjusting to the brightly lit room. His gaze is now directed to me, a grin tugging at his lips. "You love me too much." He spoke up, his groggy morning voice, catching me by surprise. He groans burying his head in my neck, "this headache is killing me." he says against my skin, the touch of his lips sending shivers down my spine.

"I don't want to get out of bed." I mutter, my body giving out on me all if a sudden. He reaches for his phone on the bedside table and grabs it. I see that the time is 11:49, and he begins dialing gilinskys number. It rings multiple times before he answers it, putting it on speaker.

"Hello?" Sam speaks into the phone.

"Madison and I are coming inside. We brought In n Out and Advil." he paused as fumbles with the keys, "woah did you guys have sex?" I hear Madison laugh and I know Jack is smirking.

I look at Sam and his cheeks are rosier than before, "yes we did. We will be down in five, you can starting eating." He hung up
and sat up, looking around the room. "Hey," I say grabbing his attention, "Can you give me a shirt and underwear that's in my duffel bag." he nods as he stands up, trudging towards his drawer. He grabs a flannel and digs through my bag and snags some underwear. He tosses them in my direction and I begin buttoning the flannel. I put on my underwear and stand up, the fabric stopping a few inches above my knees.

I look back at him and he's wearing some sweatpants, "You're not gonna wear some shorts?" I stare at him confusingly, "This is practically a dress babe." He shakes his head as he holds the door open, insisting I go first. I walk past him his hand connecting with my butt. We walk down the stairs and I see our clothes dispersed across the living room. "There they are!" Gilinsky exclaims, a smirk tugging at his lips. We sit with them at the table and I smile at Madison. She gives me a toothless grin and I begin eating my food.

"So last night?" Gilinsky winks at me. I couldn't help smile like an idiot as, the heat rising to my cheeks. I toss a fry in his direction, "shut up." He warmly smiles at me, a feeling of euphoria washing over me.

It reminded of old times, we would go out and get burgers, just the both of us. He made up some corny joke, and I would throw my fries at him. Then after, we went to my place or his and just watched a bunch of movies.

But ever since he's gotten big on vine, we haven't really been hanging out. The fact that we were even having a conversation made me happy. "What are the plans for today?" I ask, taking a sip of my drink. Jack and Madison glance at each other, then look back at me. "Want to go to the mall?" she questions, her eyebrow raised. my eyes light up as I nod aggressively. I haven't been to the mall in ages, plus with all this going down, i deserved a break.