sober // s.wilk

(21) Just Two Pals Hanging Out

im 100% sure it has been a year since I've posted a new chapter. Recently, I've been reading fan fiction and it has made me miss writing. I re read over my old stories, including this one, and I had such big plans for this story, i cannot go on with out finishing it. regardless if no one still has this saved anymore, and no one reads it, that no longer matters to me. As long as I just finish this, i will be proud. Theres nothing more heartbreaking than finding a story that I enjoy that isn't finished and hasn't been updated in forever. So enough talking, in a way, i am back? but I've decided to turn this to an instagram/social media type style stories. its not going to be just that, i will have the regular story line. Im just going to stop and you'll see. enjoyyy :)

sammy

The door slams open as Stassie walks in, holding a bag of food in her hand, "Hello Samuel!" she screams while jumping on my bed. "Hey, Stassie baby." I reply while a stifle in a giggle. I stare at the girl that continues to jump on my bed, going along with the beat of the music that is playing.

Stassie plops down on my bed, her hair covering her face but her big smile, visible. "I missed you." She beamed, grabbing the bad and placing it in front of me. I smile back at her, as I rummaged through the bag and sees that she bought me Cheesecake Factory. As I take out the food, I feel her watch my every mood and I find myself becoming apprehensive.

Over the past few weeks, Stassie and I have gotten closer. We met at a party a month or so ago and we recently started hanging out. Avianna has made it crystal clear that she feels some type of way about her, but to be completely honest, I could care less. When I had insecurities about Mark, she didnt think about how was I was feeling, and instead told me to suck it up.

In a way, I am getting back at her. Believe me, I love her very much but I am hanging out with Stassie whenever I want. She's the one being delusional at this point and now she understands what I had to go through. That doesn't take away form the fact that I'm upset and heartbroken that I can't see my baby graduate. She was there for me through my entire senior year and I can't even go to prom with her. I soon begin to feel guilty, knowing that graduation is an important day for her.

Stassie interrupts my train of thought, "Hurry up and finish eating loser. We're going to go out baby!" She squeals, beating on my crossed knees. Laughing, I continue shoving the food down my mouth as quickly as I can without choking.

"I need to change first." I tell her, my mouth filled with food as I stuff the my trash in the empty bag. Walking over to my drawers, I chose something casual and basic. I put on a white crew neck tee, distressed black jeans, and some white Comme De Garcons. We both walk out my door and head downstairs where the rest of my friends are sitting on the couch, watching a show.

Glancing over at Gilinsky, we make slight eye contact as he quickly ends his phone call. Tilting my head to the side, I look at him, raising my eyebrow. He shakes his head, turning away and bringing Madison closer to him. "Are we going out?" I ask, looking at everyone dispersed amongst the couch.

"Where are we heading to?" Johnson asks me, standing up and fixing himself up before we continue. Everyone soon begins to get up from the couch and look at eachother, deciding where to go. "What about the Grove?" Madison suggests. We all agree and make our way towards the car.

The Jacks, Nate, Madison, Stassie and I pile into the car and we soon begin out journey to the Grove. As we were making our way there, I see that Stass is about to take a picture and I push my face against hers before she takes it.