sober // s.wilk

(25) Missing Him

"Oh god." He grinds on me, sucking on my neck. He's getting sweaty and really hard. I moan loudly, clenching my fists in his fluffy hair. He slides me back into the pillows, taking his pants off.

"Fucking shit." He curses quietly as he pushes his forearms at the side of my head and our lips meet again. It's an overwhelming feeling. Matt is usually gentle and now he's just crazy skilled at this grinding thing.

"Matt." I groan, sliding my shorts off and gulping as I look up at him.

"You wanna do this?" He whispers, planting a soft kiss on my lips.

"Yeah." I bite my lip. I take off my underwear, kissing Matt as he does the same. Matt and I are naked.

He kisses my mouth, his forehead pressed against mine, holding one of my hands down with my other in his hair.

"You're so sexy." He gulped, pushing inside of me. I gasp, gripping his shoulder as he groans loudly and his hand holding him up gives out. "F-uck," His breathy words break.

"Matt." I feel myself shiver as he pulls away but repeats his first action and he starts kissing me. He pushes his hips on mine, moaning in my mouth.

"Avianna." He moans, pulsing energy throughout me, getting me drunk on his smooth voice. "Fucking shit." He whimpers.

"Matt, more." I wrap my legs around him as he starts to pick up hiss pace. He clenched his teeth and sucked in air through his teeth.

"Avianna, I can't." He said loudly, squeezing his eyes shut and biting his lip hard. I pour out my moans as I watch him let go, sighing as he does. He collapses on me and we are sweaty and breathy. He rolls over and sighs, running his hands through his sweaty hair and face.

"Oh my fuck." He grabs my hand and looks at, smiling a bit. "Fucking vibes." He said, wrapping his arm around me. "That was amazing." He whispered in my ear, making shapes on my back.

This was definitely an unexpected surprised but i'm solely trying to live my life. Sammy has no control over me anymore, and I am entitled to do whatever i please, and face the consequences.

I don't really remember anything after the kiss in the pool but I know I drank a little too much. From looking around the room I could tell we were still at Angelos place. I also glanced over at the bedside table to see a box of open condoms and i sigh in relief knowing that we were protected. I stopped taking the pill a week or two ago since I didn't really need it.

But im glad for being intoxicated, we still were being somewhat smart. My thoughts are interrupted when the boy next to me, pops his head up and faces me, a small smile on his face. "Good morning."

"Hey." I say turning to face him. We stare at eachother for a brief moment before he says something, "I don't know if its because we were drunk and it also could be because its you, but that was the best sex I have ever had."

"I completely agree." I smirk, nuzzling myself in the blankets. My bare, naked body was pressed against his.

"I know you just got out of a relationship and i'm not looking to get into one so what if we tried out that friends with benefits thing?"

I look up at him, maybe that wasn't such a bad idea. Matt's a great guy and i'm really not wanting
to date either. This is a no strings attached type of thing. and it's all pure lust.

"No strings attached, okay?" I say to him. "Alright." He smiles. Our eyes lock and before he could pull me to him, the door slams open.