"no.. no, get away" a trembling and scared voice echoed in his years, making him gulp and stare at the ground in panic. his eyes started to water, and his breath got faster. he ran a hand through his hair in frustration as he bit his lip, preventing himself from letting the tears get out.
"you're fucking driving me crazy" niki was on the verge of breaking down, as he got up from the couch and breathing in and out, with the intention of calming himself down. but he couldn't. now, three days have passed since his and sunoo's argument happened.
since then, he barely ate, didn't even go hunt for blood, he didn't get out of the house, absolutely nothing. he was feeling miserable, and with the thought that was always inside his head - that sunoo hates him, he felt more and more worse.
he just couldn't meet eyes with the older after what happened, he felt ashamed for what he did and wished that he could turn back time.
but that's not what made him upset the most.
its from the power he has as a vampire. he can hear stuff people say from the future.
and that was sunoo's voice.
"no.. no, get away"
something will definitely happen. jake, right? heeseung or jay too. one of them will make sunoo be that scared. so, he has to do something about it, right? he can't just watch sunoo drift away from him like that. not after the promise they made.
but sunoo wouldn't break the promise, right? he will come back, sooner or later.
and if he wont, then niki has no chance left.
without realizing, the tears were already running down his cheeks. when he noticed, he got angry. everything was making him angry these days, and the hunger just made it worse too.
funny how he feels like this ever since he stopped talking with sunoo. it was getting unhealthy at this point. being and acting like this just because a person isn't talking with you anymore? absurd.
but that made him realize something. he needs sunoo, he needs him so he could continue living.
if he is gone, niki will be too.
he sighed in frustration as he went towards his window, looking at the older's house. lights were off. that meant he isn't home, or that he is sleeping.
he grabbed his phone to look at the time and noticed that it was 9pm. sunoo never sleeps this early, so no way that he is actually in bed with his eyes closed.
he is outside.
the black haired boy threw the phone back on the couch and went towards the kitchen, opening the cabinet where the blood was.
two bags.
thats all he had left.
he clenched his jaw, gripping the kitchen furniture, his eyes turning red. his emotions were making him don't even know what he felt at the moment - he was angry, sad, confused and it started to physically hurt, that's just how bad it is.
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monster | sunki
Fanfictionniki was alone most of his life, and at this point, he was used to it. but, as soon as sunoo appeared in his life, his perspective of life completely changed.