Chrissy was at SM Lanang with her parents and she saw Sandro's friend, Ericson with her girlfriend. She thinks Sandro is keeping a close eye on her since her dad just introduced her to some influential Chinese guy whose relatives own a lot of businesses in Davao City.
She didn't know if she could try to keep this up anymore and she is so stressed with her dad's disapproval. She really loves Sandro so much. She thinks she can't live without him. He is like the thread that's keeping her anchored all throughout her struggles. She needs him like how you need air to breathe.
She thinks that maybe someday he'd get tired of her and cheat on her with another girl. It's really making her so anxious because she is getting older and she looks different now with all the weight she gained since taking antipsychotics. It has numbed her emotions but when he breaks up with she'd cry nonstop and she keeps dreaming about him.
"Pa, let's go home before 9pm because I'm really tired now. I want to sleep early." Chrissy told her dad while they were eating Llaollao yogurt.
They were talking and she was just tired of everything. She just wants to give up on life but she knows Sandro would be depressed if she committed suicide. She just wants Sandro to be happy and she has apologized to Sandro's family profusely.
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My Chinese Girlfriend
RomanceIt's a story about a Chinese girl who lives in the Philippines. She met a mixed Pinoy guy during college. This is their love story. It is filled with challenges and obstacles the couple must face to strengthen their bond.
