Use Me / Cersei Lannister x OC Male

23. Use Me

"Did you just call me a staircase?"

"Do you think it's because you let your father walk all over you or because you need to be railed?" Tate pondered. "I will let you decide."

 Cersei scoffed in answer. 

"We will argue and bicker in our fucked up sense of foreplay before you agree that I'm right cersei." Tate remarked.

"You are right." Cersei agreed.

"I am? I am." He agreed.

"I'm sick of foreplay." She agreed pulling him into bed. 

"You were using me for sex". Tate realized. Cersei shrugged. "And here i thought you liked me."

"We can talk about it in the morning." Cersei countered.

"You like me. You do. Its about damn time you admitted it to me or else im going to feel really cheap." Tate informed her.

"Like you said. I used your glorious body for my pleasure."

"Oh dont get me wrong. I got pleasure from it. Lots of pleasure, but I think I'd like you to admit that you find me charming ."

" OK Mr. hot stuff ."

" you said it's sarcastically but I know you mean it. I am ." Tate agreed. " you know you like me ."

" those words will never be spoken from my mouth," she countered

" never? Never ever ?"

"Tatum, those words will never leave my lips," she confirmed.

" well a few other choice words left your lips, not too long ago. Shall I go over them again with you remind you of the things I had you screaming for? I thought the guard was going to come in worried for your safety. That would've been awkward." Tate added. Cersei chuckled glancing over at him " but I suppose your guards don't care about you as much as I thought they did because you were screaming. Maybe they knew the difference between the scream and scream of pleasure."

" would you shut up ?" she demanded

" would you admit that you like me ?" he countered.

She did. She really did. Which made what happened next all the more horrific.

"Where is Tatum?" Cersei questioned as if the guards actually could keep track of him. She checked his chambers and the usual haunts.  She couldnt find him anywhere. She headed back to her own chambers not realizing there was a note on his side of the bed. His side. Cersei felt foolish calling it tates side. As if after one night together he had a side of her bed.

"You are still a queen to me," cersei read off with a small laugh.

~you are still a queen to me. Take this personally. I loved our night together. Magical. Unforgettable. You are amazing and i would have gladly devoured you for ages. Dont take this personally however. But you used me and i used you. We use each other.  I hope so see you again. If not. It was enchanting getting to know you.
Lord Tatum hot stuff Tully~

He's gone . He left. She knew this day would come. She wasn't ready for it. True he was a prisoner, but she didn't think that way.  And she knew he didn't think of himself as a prisoner he escaped his guards easily and so much so that she stopped putting guards on him, and now he was gone.

She finally opened up to him, gave herself to him in a way she had been wanting to do for moons and now he was gone. She hoped she never saw him again because she was right to give her heart away to this man that she claimed she was just using.. It was so much more than that and he clearly knew it too.

What would you do without his banter?  What would she do without his constant need to come and see her and bother her and comfort her. He was a enigma of a man she figured she would never meet again because why would he come back and why would she go north?

Yet he said he hoped he saw her again. She couldn't hold onto that hope   She had to move on

But of course  Tatum Tully had to leave his queen with a gift to which she would receive in nine moons.