Julien Baker One-Shots

Guilty As Sin

This chapter is obviously not based on Julien in real life. Listening to Taylor had me think of this story at like 2am so please enjoy.

-Belle<33
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"God Y/n, how are you so fucking perfect." Julien said softly.

Her eyes were looking you up and down, eyes dark and filled with desire for you. She wasn't someone you should have been associated with, though you couldn't help yourself.

Julien Baker had sort of a bad rep with the media and was known for causing some trouble. But in your eyes, you could see past all the controversy.

Her hands were trailing slowly, up and down your thighs. Almost in a teasing manner. The smirk she had on your face, sure as hell was causing you to blush. Your face felt hot as her raspy voice spoke to you in your ear.

"So so pretty. Such a pretty girl." She said softly, before she moved her kisses down your neck.

Your breath hitched in your throat. You needed more. You were desperate for more. There was no one you would beg for. But something about Julien had you doing just that.

As more and more articles of your clothing were removed, the more and more you were worked up. You lay bare beneath her, your eyes glancing up to her. That smirk on her face. The way she seemed to have so much dominance over you. Your stomach filled with butterflies,  anticipating what was to come. You were starting to feel impatient. Needing her.

"Please" Your voice sounding so desperate.

Julien chuckled softly, her hand slowly traveling to where you needed her most.

Just as she was about to touch you, the sound of your alarm going off startled you. As you sat up in bed confused, you realized you had just dreamed all of that.

'What the hell.' You thought to yourself. Never once having a dream that detailed about Julien.

You knew her through some mutual friends, though hadn't spent too much time together. Although every time she was in the same room, you felt your heart starting to race.

Julien could sometimes come off as an ass to others. She would say things that others wouldn't like. She spoke her mind and didn't hold back.

You couldn't help but find her so god damn attractive. How could someone so controversial, be so damn hot.

As time went on, you found yourself worked up at the thought of Julien actually doing the things you had seen in your dream. You even started having more dreams about it. Each time being more detailed than the last.

You'd wake up more and more desperate for her. Needing her to fix that constant ache you had.

'I need fucking help.' You would think to yourself.

The was one night where you got to be close to her. The first night since the two of you had been acquainted.

You guys were attending the same party. It was kind of a crazy night. So many people were there and being in the crowded area was starting to make your heart race. Your mind a bit fuzzy as you walked outside, hoping some air would help with the anxiety.

As you walked out, you noticed that you weren't alone.

Julien stood a few feet away. A cigarette between her two fingers as she stared out at the night sky. She looked beautiful in the moonlight.

When she turned her head and noticed you, she quickly put out the cigarette.

"Bad habit." Julien said softly as she approached you.

Her voice sounding so soothing. Almost instantly relaxing any anxiety you had been feeling.

"Trying to quit?" You asked softly. Wanting to strike up a conversation with her.

She nods a bit. She didn't seem anything like the media had portrayed her.

"Yeah. I'm better than I used to be with it." She said softly. Her eyes glancing up to meet yours.

You could feel your heart racing as she looked to you. Those thoughts whirling in your head. You seemed almost in a trance for a moment before coming back to reality when you heard her let out a soft laugh.

"Still there princes?." The pet name seeming to come from her lips so naturally. It felt right.

You shook yourself from your own thoughts. "Yeah, sorry." You let out a little bit of a nervous laugh. She gave you a small smile.

As the two of you guys stood there, somehow it didn't feel awkward. It was silent but it wasn't a bad thing.

"Party not your thing?" She asked after a moment.

You nod. You weren't much of a party person. You preferred your room and staying up late reading.

"Not yours either?" You asked.

She shrugged a bit. "Just a bit hectic in there."

You nod in agreement. The party still sounding so loud from outside.

"Wanna ditch with me?" Julien asked.

Her eyes sparkling a bit as she spoke. You weren't sure if you should say yes or not, but found yourself nodding your head.

"Yeah, let's ditch." You agree.

She held out her hand, which you took. You couldn't help but wonder why she was the way that she was in the media yet was totally the opposite right now.

You two soon found yourself in a diner together. Sitting across from one another as you guys found yourself deep in a conversation.

Julien revealed to you that she chose to come off the way as she did so that she wouldn't be messed with in public. Getting to know more about her made you want to get closer to her. She seemed like such an interesting person.

At the end of the night, she drove you home and walked you up to your apartment door. Wanting to make sure you were safe.

"I had fun tonight." Julien said with a smile.

You nodded, giving her a small smile as well. "I did too."

Just as you went to turn and let yourself in, Julien shocked you by pulling you into a kiss. It lasted for a few moments. It was gentle and sweet, though you could tell she was holding back.

When you pulled apart, she gave you a small wink.

"I'll see you again soon princess."

She headed to her car and you couldn't help but stand there.

Well fuck.