Close The Door

Lil Sean

"When I found out about Winnie and what he did to my dad... I just felt so much sudden sympathy. And then on top of all of that, I felt like he was coming after me next. Now I've been getting nightmares. And when I can't sleep, I feel like my performance level gets worst. That's why I've been blowing off practice, and I've been so scared about live performances." 

Hyunjin just listened as he took a sip from his Dunkin. He placed it down in his cup holder and I picked it up to get a sip of his. 

"It's like... ew this is so nasty." 

"WELL STOP DRINKING IT! You don't even like coffee!" 

We laughed for a little and he motioned for me to continue. "But, it's like, why the hell would I even pursue my dreams if nobody wants to support it." 

He finally cut me off, "Not true. I support it. I moved you out here and got you a place because I support it. Chan, Minho, Changbin, Hannie, Lix, Minnie, and Innie all support you. The background dancers, especially Cheol and Aisha. They support you so much. They wanted to get to know you the most when you first came. These people support you." 

I nodded and he snatched his drink back, "I asked if you wanted some when I ordered it." I said, "I didn't think I would want some." He laughed and watched as a car drove up and the boys started walking out. 

"Hey!" Chan smiled and greeted me like a little sister. He gave me a big hug and said, "It's been a while. How's that sickness you've been dealing with." 

I laughed guiltily. "She wasn't sick." 

Hyunjin told the truth and walked away. Bang Chan laughed and said, "I already knew you weren't." He patted my shoulder and we walked into TSA. After a long while I got on the plane. I walked to my seat to see where I was sitting. 

Hyunjin wanted me to sit up front with him but... there was nowhere to sit. Well... except for Han. Han was sitting alone, Lee Know was sitting next to Seungmin, and Hyunjin was sitting next to Felix. 

This sucked. I already hate plane rides as is.

I sat down next to Han and he looked up at me a little surprised. "What are you doing here?" I huffed sitting down. "Don't worry about that." Han laughed and switched through the TV on the remote. "Wanna watch a K drama?" 

I nodded as we got settled into the seatbelt. 

After the speech from the flight crew was over, we watched a K drama together. We were one episode deep and bawling our eyes out together. "I can't believe her mom died!" We both cried and Chan recorded us crying together. Then the climax came and we were jumping out of our seats and hitting each other. "OH SHIT!" 

We screamed. Safe to say, we watched the whole show, with no breaks. When Han told me to pause it, I didn't. But, everyone had fallen asleep. I opened my bag of chips as quietly as I could and ate out of the bag. 

When Han came back he shuffled into his seat quietly. "What's happening with you and Lee Know?" I gasped and covered his mouth. "Shut up!" He laughed and I whispered, "He's... a good person to talk to." 

Han popped in three popcorns. His mouth expanded as I heard his teeth slice through them. I didn't have anything to say so it go awkward.