Close The Door

Birthday

I had on a nice dress that stuck to my curves. Lee Know was a huge fan of when I showed my curves. Even when I told him I didn't like my belly, he still didn't care. It's just another reason to feel unconditional love from him. 

It was my birthday and Minho had taken me out the day before because we were going out to party. Partying isn't my thing, but Cheol and Aisha love a good party. And of course, you invite one member of SKZ and everyone goes. Their attachment issues to each other are concerning sometimes. 

I looked around at all the girls twerking in their skimpy clothes, and the handsy men on their bodies, and I just hated it. It felt claustrophobic here, but I was going to pretend everything was fine because I didn't want Aisha and Cheol to think they did all this for nothing. 

Aisha grabbed my arm, "We have the VIP lounge over there, I got Lixie to pay for it." I turned to her, "We're gonna need a group chat session about that." She smiled innocently and ran away to the bar for a drink. 

Cheol on the other hand was already sitting down cuddled up with Changbin drinking. 

I'm the biggest lightweight of them all. I only drank twice in my life, and when I did get drunk, I thought I was gonna turn into my dad so it made me upset. Then I cried, and Sean had to bring me to his house and help me recover from the drunken feeling. 

Then there was that other time with Hyunjin.  I cried about how horny I was. Hyunjin was a blushing mess the whole time not knowing how to help. He left me alone in my room closing the door. We couldn't make eye contact with each other for a week before we finally brought it up with each other. Hyunjin thought I was horny because of him and we both cackled that night. 

Most of the boys weren't here yet. Chan was probably here, just chatting it up with some girlfriend. 

I bit my lip and sat next to Cheol and Changbin. Cheol asked, "What's got you all stressed?" I said, "Stressed? I looked stressed? Nonono! I'm perfectly fine."

Cheol looked at me like I was stupid before asking, "You think I don't know my best friend? You can control your mouth but not your facial expressions." I stopped picking on the skin of my lips and said, "I haven't been out in a really long time, and I hate drinking, but I want to try to have fun for you guys because you worked hard to put this together." 

I looked at the decorated VIP section. It was so well put together for me. I settled into the leather booth and Han and Minho entered the room. I smiled, "I Hannie! Hi Minho." Lee Know looked at me and then Cheol and Changbin but then his eyes went back to mine. 

"Hi babe." They all gasped including me. Han shouted, "BABE?!" I laughed and patted the seat next to me and Han sat down instead of Minho. 

"I'll get us something to drink. What do ya'll want?" I shrugged, "Something sweet." I looked at Han and he shrugged, "Cold beer." I gagged and Minho walked away.

His tight shirt, with those baggy ripped jeans that showed his muscular thighs, and those big muscles. God... what a man. 

Han said, "You've drank beer? It's great." I shook my head, "Han, I hate the taste of beer, it tastes like ass water." Changbin nodded, "Beer tastes like ten cans of bounce that ass." I could tell Cheol and Changbin had spent a long time together because of what was just said by Changbinnie. I laughed in disbelief as my eyes widened. "Hyung, what is wrong with you?"