Close The Door

Confessions

"Hey Y/N." Everyone looked so worried when I walked in. 

I looked like I hadn't slept in days. To be honest, I haven't slept in days. I'm terrified of who my brother has become. I'm scared he's after me because I didn't like the fact that he killed our dad... well stepdad. 

Cheol ran to hug me in an instant. I hugged him back not knowing how badly I needed a hug. Cheol looked at me, "You look really bad." I smiled, "Oh wow, thanks." 

Aisha slapped her forehead. "You okay?" I nodded, "I prefer not to talk about it." Cheol smiled letting his cute dimple pop out and I smiled. 

Bang Chan patted my shoulder as he walked by to the speaker. 

Han looked like he didn't know how to approach me. 

I.N was side eyeing the whole time while dancing not knowing whether I was unstable or not. 

I let out all my tears and thoughts in the car though. I looked at Hyunjin so he'd understand that I wanted to get to the practice. That was until Felix walked in with a bag of brownies. 

"Minho was supposed to gift you this but said he didn't have the time. So here you go. Hyunjin told me you like my brownies." 

I smiled while staring at them. I looked back up at him with my eyes tearing up. "Thank you." I hugged him and he excitedly hugged me back. 

I know he probably thinks in his head I still hate him. But the complete opposite is true. I'm shy and a little upset at the moment. 

I bit my lip as Hyunjin came over quickly to grab me over. The music started and everyone went into positions. Everyone danced to the song and I joined in once I remembered.

The tour was set to start in a week so we practiced all week. Of course, I wasn't talking to many people. Most people didn't even know something was up because I'm normally so quiet. Now I was being especially quiet. 

Cheol and Aisha would try so hard to bring me into the conversation but it just couldn't work out. 

That was until Aisha admitted something really bad two days before the tour began. I was sitting on the ground drinking water when Cheol and Aisha sat next to me. Cheol said, "Hi Y/N." 

I smiled as Aisha just looked dazed. I looked over and asked, "Hey? Aisha? You doing okay?" Cheol looked over at Aisha to see her face. Aisha groaned, "Something bad happened." I raised an eyebrow, "What did you do?" 

Cheol was just as curious because his eyes got bigger. "Yeah, Aisha. What did you do....?" 

Aisha curled into a ball and wept, "I kissed Felix." 

My eyes popped out of my head in disbelief. "YOU WHAT NIGGA?!" 

Cheol was about to start laughing but then Aisha lifted her head to show tears. "And now it's so awkward. It wasn't supposed to like... happen. It just did." Cheol said, "Hol' up! I need details!" I joined in, "ME TOO?!" 

Aisha said, "WE were in the practice room this morning before everyone else and I was being my normal flirty self with him. And then he like... well... okay. So, basically I kissed him when I was directing him and he just pulled away shocked." My jaw dropped.