Hey there again,sorry for not writing.I don't know if I'm getting better or worse.But its like no one care.I saw this girl today she was so cute I swear.She's really quite.Wish I knew her name.Ill find the courage some day ill be able to talk to her like an actual sentance would be able to come out.I asked her how she was and she just said I'm okay.I understood her.And I want to say she understood me.But who knows.I could see the pain in her eyes.And the way she moved around like she wasnt doing the best.I wish I knew her name.I gave her a paper that had a smiley face and said mr.Happy here's what it looked like. :(: its like your happy yet sad.She kinda giggled this awkward giggle and pulled her sleves down.I think she saw my scars.But she looked me in the eyes as if she told me to please stop.She hadn't looked no one in the eyes this whole school year.My heart skipped a beat.But what if she doesn't like me I don't want to get caught up just to be hurt.I love the way she wears her hair.To the side.With black converses and ripped skinny jeans with a black band shirt.I don't know I think its so cute.Well that's it for today.I need a drink.
Darren
