Hi.She blew up my phone.I haven't had human contact in about two weeks.My uncles gone and I am out of vodka my mom left me too.She killed herself four nights ago.But who's keeping track.OH WHO AM I LYING TO.IM HORRIBLE.NEVER BEEN WORSE.The girl thinks I'm just messing with her.I have no more space on my arms so I moved to my thighs.The vodka has help.But I'm out.I drank 10 bottles in these two weeks.5 packs of cigs with that vodka.I'm the one who found my mom.She was hanging.I freaked out.And called the cops they said I have to stay with my dad but he's an asshole.He think im gay because I wear black.There's nothing wrong with being gay.Its just I dont like being around my drunk father.I have to hide my Journal because he says only girls do this. Well goodbye for now..
Darren
