Hey,I'm worried today.He hasn't came to school in two weeks.I can't eat or sleep I blew up his phone.But nothing.He's in pain.I hope he didn't kill himself.I'm gonna keep praying.I know i dont care about alot of people but him.Its differnt.He talks to me.He listens.I can't really write.My minds like a cyclone.It keeps spining and spining.Im worried.I'm nothing without him.He probally doesn't even care about me.Hes most likely a wanna be fuck boy I don't know.I'm angry now.Ugh I liked him.And I still miss him.I think I'm in love.But he doesn't care about me.See this is why I am so closed off.This is why I stay away.This is why I drink.I need a drink right now.Goodbye.
Alyssa
