What is a dream?I feel so gulity right now.I know nothing.No clarity.Nothing.Simply nobody.I'm empty.Why?My dead beat dad thinks my lifes over.He thinks I told my mom to kill herself.I THINK THIS IS MY NOTE.I'm gonna text her.If she even awnsers.
Darren
{text message I sent to her}
Me:hey,I know this is an inconvenience.I just need to tell you goodbye.I know I messed up.My heart hurts.I'm just so sorry.You most likely hate me.But fuck it.Why am I even doing this? Text me back please.I love you.I miss you.
Her:Why?
Me:Why what?
Her:You know...this is a waste.
Me:it was because I was mad.I didn't know what to do.I love you.I can't live without you.
Her:meet me at the park.
Me:okay.
