Todays Monday.I.hate Mondays.Well atleast I use to.Now I see Darren.Ah his name is just so handsome.He looks like a godess.He calls me Aly.I love it so much.He holds my hand.We kissed at his house for the first time like aa week ago.He always smiles now.I got him to stop cutting.But to be honest I'm slackng the little promise we made.He told me he wont drink if I wont. But I did.My mom kicked me out.But I don't want to tell him that.He just makes me so happy.In living with my uncle right now.He said he would let Darren go swiming with us.I'm just scares for him.It will burn his cuts.I invited him.But they don't sell long sleved bathing suits.I told my uncle what he did.My uncle broke down.He told me he lost his boyfriend to suicide.He told me that he had cut is arm all the way down. It sadden me.I don't want Darren to do that.I'm tried goodnight.
Alyssa
