I'm not even gonna say hey.Its been 2 weeks.No contact.She hasn't even came to school.She hates me.I saw her mom throwing out all her things.It sadden me.But fuck her.She left me.She didn't please me.No I am alone as I once was.This all my fault.But every guy does this.So its okay.My scars were starting to fade.But since she left new ones took there place.Again at this moment in time.I feel like someone colored my heart and brain with not the color gray that colors to happy.But with the color black.Tears fall as I write this.I have a note to my family.A note to my "friends".But I can't find the courgae to do it.Well good bye for now.
Darren
