CHAPTER 58
VIVIANA QUINN
I know something is going on with me. Something that Xavier isn't telling me about. I have noticed this sometimes when I question him about something he freezes for a moment then tries to mask amusement from his face then he tries to distract me, saying something completely off the topic.
I feel anxious half of the time.
Xavier was in his study and I was busy stressing out myself.
I know. I fucking know it something is wrong in my head.
“Busy dreaming of me, wifey?” A voice came, dragging me out of my dream world.
He came towards me and pecked my lips “Why are you so worried, wifey?”
I stared at him for a while “Am I troubling you a lot?”
His brows furrowed “What?”
I felt tears rolling down my cheeks. Everything is perfect in my life yet I feel like something's killing me inside.
“I am troubling you a lot, right?” I held my head down, fisting my hands, clutching on the bed tightly.
“Hey.” He cupped my face, making me face him. “What happened? Hey. Look at me, Viviana.”
I continued crying “I'm sorry. I don't wanna be a trouble to you.”
“You are not my trouble, Viviana. You can never be a trouble to me.”
“S-Something is wrong with me, I know it. I am going crazy.” I stuttered.
“No, you're not. You're absolutely fine, baby.” He tried to calm me down but I wanted to know what's going on with me.
“I am not!” I shouted at him. “Can you not understand! I am not okay! And you're not telling me why I am not okay!”
“You are. Stop stressing yourself.”
“What is wrong with you!? Can you not understand me? I am losing my mind!” I was shouting on top of my voice and he was trying to calm me down.
“Viviana.”
“You never understand me, never. For you nobody matters but for me everyone does. This is not working out between us.”
“Will you calm down?”
“I need a break, Xavier.” I didn't know what the fuck I was saying. My mind isn't working.
“We both are completely opposite and I thought we could work but we cannot. You and I-”
He held my arms tightly “You and I, we are perfect for each other.”
“N-No w-we are not.”
He pulled me to himself, making me sit on his lap. I cried like a baby.
He rubbed my back “Shh… baby, you are completely fine.”
“I-I am not.”
“Okay, listen to me. Look at me.” I did.
“You have a small disease and by small I mean really small. Minute. Just like there are a few problems in our lives, some really big problems we remember throughout the life and then there are these minute problems which feels like such a big problem but then when we have overcome those problems, we feel that we were stressing ourselves for no reason.”
I stared at him carefully listening to what he was explaining.
“Now someday or the other we tend to forget these minute problems because of course they are of least importance to us.” He tucked a strand of my hair behind my ears, placing a kiss on my right cheek.
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