Epilogue

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The sterile scent of disinfectant stung Noah's nose as he stepped into the hospital room.

It was a scent he'd come to associate with both hope and despair, a twisted cocktail that churned his stomach every time.

His eyes fell on the figure in the bed.

Pale, impossibly still, his friend looked like a fallen statue carved from alabaster.

The rhythmic beep of the heart monitor was the only sign of life, a monotonous thrum that mocked the vibrant chaos Ethan usually embodied.

Noah pulled a chair closer, settling beside the bed. He reached out, hesitantly at first, then with a bolder touch, covering their hand with his own.

The fingers, once warm and expressive, were cool and waxy now.

"Hey, dae," Noah whispered, his voice cracking. "It's me, Noah. Remember that time we..." He faltered, the memory too bright, too full of laughter and shared secrets, to utter in this sterile tomb.

Silence stretched between them, punctuated only by the relentless beep. Noah talked anyway, pouring out stories, jokes, even the mundane details of his day. He chattered like a nervous jester, desperately trying to fill the void, to coax a flicker of life back into those still eyes.

But the body remained unmoving, a ghost trapped in a fleshy shell. The beeps on the monitor started to change, growing faster, more erratic. A knot of dread tightened in Noah's chest. He knew, with a bone-deep certainty, what was happening.

"Dae, no," he choked out, his voice a ragged whisper. "Don't go. Please."

The beeps escalated into a frantic alarm. Nurses rushed in, a whirlwind of white coats and frantic movements. They pushed Noah back, their faces grim and professional. He watched, numb and helpless, as they worked on his dae, their efforts as futile as trying to rekindle a dying ember.

Then, with a final, earsplitting shriek, the monitor flatlined. The room fell silent, the air heavy with a sudden, suffocating finality.

He was gone.

Noah sat there, frozen, his hand still clutching the cold, lifeless one on the bed. The sterile scent of the room seemed to intensify, cloying and oppressive. He felt like he was drowning, the air thick with grief and the weight of unspoken words.

He wanted to scream, to rage at the unfairness of it all. But he couldn't. He could only sit there, his hand a bridge to a world his dae no longer inhabited, tears slipping silently down his cheeks.

The nurses patted his shoulder, murmured empty platitudes. He barely noticed them. His world had shrunk to the space between his hand and his dae's, a tiny island of shared warmth amidst a vast ocean of loss.

He didn't know how long he sat there. Hours, maybe minutes, time had lost its meaning. Finally, with a groan that seemed to tear itself from his gut, he rose. His legs felt like lead, his body a hollow shell.

He took one last look at his dae. The memory of his smile, his infectious laughter, flickered in his mind, a bittersweet echo from a life cut short.

Then, he turned and walked away, leaving behind the sterile scent of loss and the deafening silence of a heart that had stopped beating.

The world was cruel.

His dae only wanted to be loved.

Wei wanted to be loved by that one person he gave his heart to.

But that person had also left this cruel world.

Noah tried to help Wei as much as he could. He even got the assistance of an acquaintance named Miles but in the end it was futile.

He reached the waiting area, where Miles sat hunched over, his face a pale reflection of Noah's own devastation. Their gazes met, a silent communication passing between them: the shared weight of failure, the crushing futility of their efforts. Miles, ever the pragmatist, managed a strained smile.

"I'm so sorry, Noah," he said, his voice thick with emotion. "We did everything we could."

Noah nodded numbly, the words carrying no weight. Everything. It felt like they'd done nothing at all, like they'd watched a shipwreck unfold from the shore, powerless to throw out a lifeline.

"He just wanted to be loved," Noah rasped, the words a confession, a lament, a plea into the void. "He gave his heart so easily, trusted so blindly..."

He choked on a sob, the image of Wei's trusting eyes, now forever closed, searing into his mind. He'd seen the cracks in Wei's facade, the vulnerability beneath the bravado, the desperate yearning for acceptance that mirrored his own.

Miles reached out, his touch tentative on Noah's shoulder. "He knew, Noah," he said, his voice low. "He knew how much you cared. He wasn't alone."

The words were balm on a gaping wound, offering a sliver of comfort. He knew Wei had felt it, that flicker of understanding, the unspoken acknowledgment of their shared connection. But it wasn't enough. It wasn't enough to erase the loneliness gnawing at him, the hollowness that echoed Wei's absence.

"He deserved so much more," Noah whispered, his voice cracking. "He deserved a world that wouldn't break his heart."

Miles had no answer, only a sad shake of his head. They sat in silence, the weight of loss settling between them like a shroud. The world outside moved on, oblivious to the earthquake that had fractured their lives.

But for Noah, the world would never be the same. He carried the ghost of Wei's laughter in his heart, a bittersweet reminder of a love cut short, a love that had bloomed and withered in the shadow of the world's cruelty.

He would move on, but a part of him would always remain in that sterile room, by his dae's side, a silent promise whispered on the wind: "I will remember you. I will love you. And I will never let the world forget the light you shone."

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